The Two Sides//kth FF//

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Tae at his office
Mr. Lee bring me the files I have to check for the meeting...Lee brings the files tae checked all the files then after meeting he is in his cabin drowned in his thoughts.......
Thoughts*
Why sohi behaves like this ....she is with me but she feels so distant now , what is happening I can't even understand ,whenever I ask her she always tells that she is fine and nothing is wrong but her eyes they always speaks some hidden truth which I am unable to understand what should I do ...to make her the way she was before our marriage, all happy and cheerful ...i really miss her bright eyes shedding only love over me ...did I did something which makes her this way... Why i see fear in her eyes fear of loosing something
... something very important but what it is ...
I really need to know but I know she won't tell me so I have to get this through some other way .... Don't worry sohi I won't let you suffer alone soon I will find out the truth behind your feared face and bring all your happiness back to you ....just hold on untill then

Flashback*
Sohi came running towards tae and hugged him tightly she seems very excited he asked what happened sweet heart yesterday you were all nervous right before going home and now all this much excited what's the reason tell me .....did your brother brought your favourite chocolates for you as a gift,...no let me guess .....then you surely got your new book completed ...or your dad came back from abroad yes this could be the reason right...
Sohi : nope none of these dad is coming next week by the way but reason behind my excitement is something bigger than all of these ...*said cheekily*
Tae : Oh so tell me soon don't make me wait too long
Sohi : oppa and eomma has agreed for our marriage and eomma promised me she will talk to dad about our marriage as soon as he arrive...tae got excited too and lift her in his arms and spind around 3 times then put her on the ground and attached thier forehead and thanked her
Sohi : I talked to my parents when are you going to ask your eomma tae you didn't yet told your brother..*pouted*
Tae : don't worry sweetheart my eomma is so easy going she would love you there is no chance she gonna deny it about hyung I will tell him right away then he dialled his hyungs number
On call
Jin: yes tae , whats up bro ,all good?
Tae : yeah i called you to tell you that I gotta girlfriend and soon I am going to marry her will you please talk to eomma about it
Jin: thats so fast ...what you gotta ...girl...why you didn't tell me earlier...
Sohi : snatched the phone from Tae's hand and started speaking hlo hyung I am min sohi how are you ...see i told him to tell you but he didn't listen me ...you are not angry on me right
Jin : no not all ...thats a good news to hear ..i like your voice cupcake ...we are really gonna be good family...i am all excited to meet my cheerful sissy...
Tae : yeah that's right indeed she is cheerful but she is not gonna laugh on your jokes Hyung like me ....no  no I will laugh I surely will i like your jokes ....they aren't lame then after a few words she ended the call
Tae burst into laughter and that's hilarious....and mimicked her "they aren't lame" ...is much more lame than any of his jokes ... Stop it tae ...no I will not ....and he stick his tongue out and started running...sohi followed him after few minutes they got tired and rested on the green grass under the tree still smiling and staring into each other's eyes with affection and admiration
Flashback ends*

On the other hand ,
Sohi at THE HOPE HOSPITAL, in doctor jung hoseok 's cabin
Sohi : doc he didn't showed up since a week now ....can I rest assured now that he won't show up again
Hobi : see mrs kim sohi I don't want you to freak out but ..yeah you need to be careful around him ....as your husband didn't know about this so you need to be extra careful ....
I have told you many times to tell this to him but i can't get it why you are not willing to tell him that ...if you cant then i will do it for you
Sohi : No no doctor hoseok please don't...he shouldn't know about it
Hobi : ok as you wish but please be careful and take care of yourself and your husband
Sohi: thank you doc ...i take my leave now

Sohi went out of the hospital on the way to home her mind is all occupied by his thoughts

FLASHBACK
Sohi is in the balcony with a cup of hot chocolate in her hand suddenly tae came from behind and hold her by her waist from backside sohi flinched of his sudden touch and   the hot chocolate spilled over her hands she hissed ,tae immediately took her hands and drag her towards the kitchen washed it up applied medicine and his eyes are filled with tears he apologized her even after she again and again telling him that's its not that serious and she is all good but he got too panicked and told her that he will never hurt her in anyway and if he does she is free to leave him sohi got mad at him that he is talking about leaving just before they are going to tie the knots in a month ...he looked into her eyes and then told her that day will never come that she need to leave him because he is not going to hurt her he would rather die than hurting her a bit sohi 's eyes became glossy and she hugged him tightly.
Flashback ends*

Sohi pov
I cant afford to loose you tae I know if you got to know about this you will distant your self from me ...and i can bear all the pain but I can't bear the pain of living without you I am sorry for hiding such an important thing from your but it's necessary... because if you got to know you will not forgive yourself even if its not your fault...you didn't ask for this disorder it's just happened...i will surely find a way to come out of it just wait until then ...i will surely tell you each and everything....but only after getting a solution for it .

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Next part comming soon.....

Chat with author....
1) Today I want to thank my first reader
canopy_e for her beautiful word it kind of motivated me to not loose my interest in writing...such a sweet heart ..thank you very much for liking my story....

2) Now i am thinking about what should I lecture you about today its not good for me to stop my grandma self to teach you goody things so here is aaj ka gyan .... believe in yourself you can do anything.... seriously I am telling you this is my favourite gyan ...but I too don't believe in my self you know ..i lack a lot of confidence...but u know one who fails only he can understand failure better ...u got that ...hey don't think that I am telling you to fail ...i am just telling you that .....love your self, believe in yourself,be confident about yourself, you are a born winner you just need to know about yourself a bit more ...you get that ....

Ha ha ha enough of my blabbering...
Me to my grandma self : no one is gonna read you ...my grandma self to me : stfu *......i am shocked grandma rocked .....

Bye bye my lovely readers have a sweet good night as you know i am writing it at night but a good morning too for those who are reading it in morning....love you so much ...loads of love truck is overloaded with love i am sending you

See you in the next part ......untill then take care of yourself and your loved ones