you said to me today on my friend's phone: 'my life is so unbelievably calm at the moment,'
'i dont want u to ruin that,' but why would i?
the other day something happened to me and the first thing i thought was:
'i cant wait to tell you!!!' but then i remembered you were nothing but a mere memory now.
i walked though the shopping centre we went to on our first date today...
i saw the little toy car we sat in and my heart sank.
my friend and i ran through superdry the exact same way we did when we went out...
i ended up in the same place, and the memories all came back.
a new friend of mine was talking to me about all of his games and he mentioned war thunder...
then i recalled all the times you ignored me for hours on that game, and tears pierced my eyes.
but the thing is, none of that matters, does it?
afterall, i was the one who broke up with you right.
...
right..?
