KHWAISH : his only wish

chapter 12

Khwaish tiwari

So, what actually happened after I killed those 3 was that I was kept in jail for sometime and then taken to court where I told them what they had done with monica and reasoned but I had also already accepted that I was guilty of my crimes and after that the judge was left to decide my punishment.

Which he decided that I was young and was already struggling with mental issues so I would be kept in a mental hospital till I got better and would always be under surway.

My family was grateful for the decision and if your wondering, no they did not start to hate me. No, they did not disown me. They were here and by my side like always and totally understood my problem.

I am really grateful to have a family like that but yeah back to the point. I was then sent to the hospital and am still there. They are saying they will keep me for atleast 6 months.

I have been better even though I get panic attacks now and then and my hands are always shaking, I still get the nightmares and flashbacks but I believe I've gotten better.

I've started studying for school from here only. I do online classes . It's pretty good, pretty chill but still sometimes I start to loose my head staring at these white walls.

Everything sucks sometimes, there's no body my age here (which I know is a good thing that not alot of people are struggling like me but stiil) and the others are complete morons, insane, phsycopaths. Which I guess even I am after all I am also sulking at the same place as I am whatever so yeah my life is just 4 white walls and bunch of therapy sessions and in between is studies, sandwiched between these two.

I don't know why but I've also started talking to myself, I guess it's the side effects if being lonely and having no one to talk to. Well it is what it is but right now it's time for one of my therapy sessions. Bye I'll see you later.

Well yeah um so that's how my life went on for an year because I didn't get too better and got stuck there for another six months and after all of that I was freed from the hospital and was back at the house and I still did home school because I found it more comfortable.

Not having to talk to much people, not having to show my face, not having to wear an uniform. I enjoyed it and completed my school and immediately started studying for neet.

I studied for an year and later I gave it and after seeing the result I think I was the happiest person on earth and was quite shocked because me a fucking mental patient had topped neet with 720 marks like I got first rank.

I was on cloud nine when I got into aims jodhpur. My dream college and did my doctory from there only. After which I got accepted into jaipur's most renowned hospital.

I work there as an cardiothoracic surgeon which means as an heart surgeon and I also come in the list if the best doctors and surgeons of India so I am quite well known. I know you must be wondering that how in the world did a crazy psyco become one the best doctors well the answer to that is bhagwaan jaane.

I seriously don't know I just studied and did my best so yeah I guess.
So far everythings been perfect in life like I am doing good in my job and my personal life is also amazing. Oh yeah let me tell you how far my siblings have come.

So my brother is the owner of a very big company. It's an game making company, so like you basically make online games and that company has gotten very good and popular ove the years.

And my sister is an famous model and actress and is amazing at it. She travels from country to country every once or twice a week. She's hardly ever in India. And so is my brother that's why I am the only one left to take care of my parents most of the time.