why me

chapter 6

It's has been a week since I asked Derek if he was a werewolf.  All he did was smile and say as I expected no less for my mate to be so intelligent. Then he ignored me until it was late and I was returned to the same room but cleaned up. I wasn't chained anymore, but the door was locked.  Every day was the same, Allie would come in the morning to give me breakfast, then Derek would come, and we would go to the office.

We would make small talk. He told me about the "pack."  The place we are staying in is called the pack house. Everyone would and visit to hang with friends or have a large dinner together.  They also have important meetings here. People can live here if they choose. Derek and his beta Josh, which is someone who is second in command. I asked him all about the village/pack  and the pack house. I had to show him that I started to accept how things were. I knew the code to the door now. I made sure to look at hand motions to know what code would be, I knew it would take forever to fully know or get a good guess.  Luckily, with Allie being clumsy one day and put the code in front of me. Now that I knew what the code was. All that I needed now was Derek to leave me alone long enough so I could make my escape.  He would leave the office for a short period when he came back; he always smiled. Like he was happy that i was there, i think it was to test if I tried to leave. He was starting to believe me that I was  accepting him. I would hold his hand and kiss his cheeks. I haven't kissed him on the lips let. I knew if I did, it would escalate into more. I was getting sexually frustrated, my body was use to getting laid one a week or every two weeks depending on midterm and finals. I knew if i kissed this fucker on the lips things will happen. I wouldn't walk for two days. I saw his bulge, and he was packing 12 inches at best. 

It was firday. I was on the sofa reading a book. Derek was on the computer. When Josh came in.

"Hey alpha, we have a porblem. We need you on the west side of territory. There is a rogue that is spotted. " Josh says.

"I'll right there." Derek, stand up and walk to me. "I'll be back in a bit. I'll have Allie bring your food here." He kissed my forehead. 

"Okay, be safe." I smiled. What the hell is a rogue? Dosent matter, this rogue just gave me the opportunity to make my escape. 

I waited for ten minutes. I walked up to the door and pressed my ear to the door. I made I couldn't hear anyone before I pushed the code in. I got this!!! It's now or never!! I take a breath and put in the code. The door opened. I poked my head  out and looked around. I walk down the hallway,  stop at each corner to make sure I didn't run into anyone. I stop right at top stairs, I hear people talking.  " Alpha said we can leave now. The rogues are gone." Shit! That means he could be on his way back. I need to leave now! After I heard them walk away and check to make sure they were far even away.  I run downstairs and to a hallway. I stopped abruptly

  when I started hearing voices coming my way.  Shit! Think fast, man! I ran to the closest door and hoped no one was in there. I close the door and turn to hide. Wow, this is massive! It was a large dining room. It could sit about 100 people. There were two doors on the other room. I was almost to the door on the left when I heard a very loud howl. I could feel the vibrations, who ever that was is very pissed. I hope it was Allie. Deep down, I knew who it really was. 

Fuck this, I need to get the fuck out of here. I booked out the door. I kept running passed poeple who were standing there with shocked expressions.  Some did try to stop me but  playing football helped me get past them. I could hear yelling behind me. I didn't care, I needed to get out of here. When I turned the corner, luck was finally on my side when I saw the front door.

I open the door and step out. Holy shit i did it! Now I just need to run to entry of the village, go to Cece. She will help me get out of this town. I ran down the main road. Poeple stood there  shocked face, others did try to get infront of me but I push passed them. I didn't slow down no matter how much my muscles ach. I kept going until I couldn't see any house. After a while, I was surrounded by the forest. I decided to get off the road and run on the grass in case they tried to stop me  using the car block my way. 

After ten minutes, I finally saw the entry. I stop to make sure no one was there. I didn't want anyone to get in my way. There was about twenty feet of grass between me and freedom. Each step I take gave me more anxiety. It was like my body wanted me to stay, but I couldn't.  I have a life, friends, family..... okay, no family, but still. I was halfway there to freedom. But I couldn't take another step. My body wasn't listening to me anymore it like it wanted to stay here. No, not the place, a person. I remember Derek saying about feeling the spark and not wanting to leave him. Was this what he was talking about? I mean, I'm not scared of him even after he knocked me out and kidnapped me. He showed me love and didn't  judge me about my past. I know he is going to be super pissed if he found me. The thought of what he would do to me if he caught me made me shiver. Not just from pain, I know he would give me but  mostly because I broken any trust he had with me. I put my hand to my heart. Why did that thought make my heart hurt.  I was clenching my fist so hard that I felt blood grip down. 

An intense growl brought me back to the present.  I turn around slowly to see a very large wolf growling at me. I was trembling. Holy fuck I'm so dead. The wolf take a step  forward, and I step back. I was not letting it get any closer to me. Not in my  proudest moment, I run toward the entry. Got about three feet before I push forward and landing the my stomach.

"Fuck" I cry out in pain.

I try to get up, but I got pushed back down. Then I felt it, a paw on my back  and a snout near my right ear growling.  I slowly glaze over my shoulder and saw a pissed off wolf. His eye color was like Derek's. His black fur shine with sun hit it, he was a large for a wolf. I wanted to pet this wolf, but I may lose a hand if I do it. I was pushed down again, and my face landed in the grass.  The paw on my back lifted up for a second before being placed down. It wasn't a paw on my back anymore but a hand.  The other hand yank my hair back, so I was staring into Derek eyes.  He was so pissed.  He leans in close to my ear and nips my ear lobe.

"The punishment you're going to get for running away. Alec, brace yourself , you won't be walking for a while." He growl.