Tho we meet again,
Chalo ajj ka chapter shuru karte hai.
Bola tha na.......
Yeh chapter Tanvi ke upar hoga, tho here you go.
Why was Tanvi like that? Chup chap, ache khase secrets rakhne wali?
Why did she get backlogs? What was she busy doing?
Tho yeh saare sawalo around yeh chapter revolve karega.
On that note let's start the chapter.
Tho baat kuch aisi hai ki,
Tanvi ki life is thodi depressing hai aur weird tho bohot zada.
Tanvi aur uske ghar walo ke beech utni khaash nahi banti hai aur ha then a lot of trauma she have been through.
Tho let's start with lil background of Tanvi, so she was like youngest child aur she had 2 siblings dono he elder ofc.
Aur from her childhood ushe koi sune wala nahi tha.
Uske siblings apni life figure out karne mai busy the.
Tho yeah they couldn't give her time aur sunte nahi the.
Baat rahi parents ki tho voh tho typical brown parents the sabse bade wale pe dhyan dhena humesha tho unse bhi kuch attention nahi mila.
Tho uska most of the bachpan jabse ushe hosh aya, was khud ke sathi he matlab khud he manage karti thi voh har cheez.
Uske parents ne kabhi dhyan nahi diya kabhi uski baat nahi suni, aur na he unhone kabhi pucha uske bare me, how's her life going aur fir usne bhi bolna zaruri nahi samja.
Logo ka phele guru unki maa hoti par ishe liye. Ishe ki khud ki galtiya thi.
Log bolte hai " naya dost aaya hai naya dost bana hai."
Par uske liye it was like"ajj ek aur sikh milega."
"Ek aur sabhak sikhne wali hu mai"
Isme iski soch ki galti nahi hai, voh badi he aisi hui thi, aur zindagi bhi aise he ja rahi thi.
Ghar walo me luck nahi tha, aur na he dosto me. Ha sare dost kachra nahi the thode hire se bhi behtar the uski like mai, Sanvi ko he dekh lo aur abb Kabir bhi.
Par thode saapo ko dekh ke na trust issues rehna tho aam baat thi, par ek-do kirdar uski jeevan ki kahani me aise bhi the, jinke liye gaaliya bhi tareef si ho. Tho unhe sath rehne ke baad trust issues ko ek naya sathi bhi mil gaya "insecurities" naam ka .
Chalo abb chapter start me thode sawal the na abhi ek ka jawab mil gayi.
Why does tanvi have lots of secrets?
Tho she felt she'll be annoying agar kis ke sath share kari baatein.
Tho voh bas in general baat karti thi.
Well people did approach her asking about her life specially personal life.
But bola tha trust issues voh saala kisi ke upar viswas karne he nahi deta.
Jab bhi puchta usce kuch voh humesha he baat badal leti.
Escapist thi after all,
Sawalon se bhagne ki adat thi.
Ek aur sawal raha hoga tum logo ke dimag me, why didn't she care much about the poster wala thing?
Uski life mai bohot trauma tha bohot kuch dekh tha usne zindagi me,
Tho voh bas ek choti baat thi uske samne.
Tho yeh childhood and all wala part abhi rokte hai
Abhi uske backlogs wale incident pe baat karte hai.
Waise tho phele saal mai he itne backlogs tho kisi ki nahi lag sakte, then uski kaise lagi?
Tho iske peeche ek tho voh interest wali baat thi,
Aur voh ek kitaab likhne mai busy thi
" kaash yeh sach hota "
Voh part time writer hai, jab kuch dimag me aa jae, koi idea ya inspiration.
Voh sab chod-chad ke likhne baith jati thi. Aur aise he kuch hua aur usne apne subjects ko halke me liya, fir subjects ne ushe halke me ley ke backlogs ka naam ka suprise gift with pinch of heart attack and PTSD diya.
Waise tho voh bhi Kabir ki tarha bohot spontaneous thi, par halat ki wajah se ushe badlna pada.
Par comfort place me har koi real ho he jata hai.
Isliye Kabir ke samne voh itni bak-bak karti hai.
Shayad abb bas ek part reh gaya hai to be answered.
Ghar mai hua kya during summer break?
Udhar kuch alag aur ajeeb hua tha, usually she used to stay in her room ya kisi dost ke ghar. Nahi tho kisi cafe mai baithe baithe waqt guzar leti thi.
Ghar walo ke sath rahegi tho usne pyaar, care and affection ki aas laga ke baithegi
isliye ghar se behtar tho cafe wagra hai.
And also backlogs ke naam se college me zada time bhi reh liya tha.
Aur jab voh jaa rahi thi ghar wapis voh hichkica rahi thi kyuki, nahi thodna tha dil ushe apna firse
Zalim har bar dil tutna kyu hota hai,
Har bar mera he kyu tuta hai?
Log kabhi mujhe mere hisse ka,
pyar bina diye kyu na dede.
Yeh maan janta hai nahi milega,
Par fir bhi dil bolta hai rukja tujhe milega.
Saala dil tha bhi tho kamjor tha,
Unki shalak dekh ke aas laga he leyta tha.
Un logo se expections laga ke bohot thod chuka tha, usne apne aap aur himat nahi thi usme.
Yeh sab tha uske dimag me par kya hua?
Hua kuch aise ki abb is bar jab voh ghar gyi,
uske siblings nahi the job lag gyi thi unki tho voh akeli he thi.
Aur abb us bar uske parents ne jee bhar ke pyar kara.
Maano Tanvi ka sapna sach sa hoga hai.
uske liye jaanat dharti pe aa gayi thi.
Par jis insaan ko kabhi pyar na kiya ho ushe ek pal me jab itna pyar kare toh ushe handle Karna mushkil ho jata hai.
Ushe sara pyar nakhli lagne lagi hai
voh bas yeh soch rahi hoti hai ki
"yeh log isliye muh laga rahe hai kyuki abb voh dono nahi hai aur mera brainwash karenge yeh log."
soch galat thi uski par ushe yeh sab sochne pe majboor kiya gaya tha.
Isliye yeh wala trip to ghar traumatizing voh pyaar jiske liye voh ladti rahi zindagi bhar.
Abb uske milne pe bhi voh khush tho chodo disappointed thi.
Disappointed apne aap se,
apne aap mai.
Galtiya dhund rahi thi joh usme kabhi thi he nahi.
Yeh sab kyu? kyuki
kuch galti he tho rahi hogi joh ushe apne hisse ka pyaar bhi nahi mila.
Waise tho it was supposed to be 2-4 week ka holiday but voh us mahool me 3 din bhi nahi rah saki
Aur voh..................... chali gyi.
kidhar gyi voh? voh toh agle chapter mai pata chalega.
[BONUS]
Kon hai Mehek didi ?
Well voh kabir ki dur ki par at same time pass ki didi hai joh bas 3 saal badi hai usce.
unhe Kabir ke bare me sab pata hota hai
uske bare mai.
Uske dosto ke bare mai everything.
She knows all the things about him,
but ghar walo ko bata ke snitch nahi karti.
She is very chilled, kind, sweet and helpful and the same time.
Voh bas Kabir ke nahi uske sare dosto ki bhi didi thi aur unki bhi madat karti thi.
So yeah this is how Tanvi also know her.
Tho idhar yeh chapter khatam hota hai aur ha yeh chapter acha laga ho tho vote karna aur share Karna .
Thank you.
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