And To Be Convicted

06

With a full force that is left on your body you're able to push him with full strength. Hard slap immediately made him come back from reality, you both look at each other. He never lower himself to anyone not even woman. He towered you, looking deep into your soul with his dark odds, anger is clearly visible in his eyes. This is not the first time you slap him.

He maybe let you slide the first time but not now, not anymore. You started stumbling as he keep taking step forward towering you. Taking step back as he forwarded, you reach the metal holding on the side of the lake preventing you from falling into the water. Turning your head as you saw your reflection, afraid that you might fall in the deep cold water you immediately grip on his shirt.

You don't know what's going on in his mind. He's the type of guy who's unpredictable. You couldn't hide your fear as you hold on his tight, smirk leave traces on his lips when he attempt to push you into the cold lake but as you're tightly gripping on his shirt you push away from the cold metal bar and wrapped your arms around his neck.

You didn't realize what you're doing, you just felt his warm t'ngue exploring your m'uth. It was passionate, deep, warm and good, surprisingly good. You couldn't help but to enjoy it. Your eyes were close, he look at you, wrapping his hand on your waist while the other hand travels on the back of your head deeping the kiss.

You didn't realize how you enjoy it inside his warm embrace and his good t'ngue, never in your life you had ever felt this, never in your life someone k'ssed you so good and so loved, you actually felt the love in his warmth.

The k'ss broke, breathing heavily as you both look at each other. His eyes were different, it's calm, it's like this eyes has been staring at you for long now, the look of missed, those eyes truly missed you.

"I-I need to go, it's late" you started and backed away from him. Looking at him before you run away, he is left alone watching your figure to disappear from his sight. Running his fingers to his lips.

"Y/n, you took me out" He whispered to himself. The man couldn't believe it, how he was able to take himself out from the beast inside him, he couldn't believe how he could take control of his own life and be in the light of control.

But he knew, he knew it's you who made it happen.

You come back home and the light were off. You turn the switch on and saw a figure, bending down and caresses his hair. Gently tapping his shoulder waking him up. He open his eyes and look at you.

"You're finally home, I was waiting for you, I was worried. Did you eat already? You suddenly ran away earlier without eating." You smiled at him.

"Yes I did, how on dad you should go to bed you back will hurt if you sleep there." You slowly helped him stood up and guided him inside your bedroom.

You settle yourself on the couch in the living room after putting him to bed. Sighting as you sat on the couch deeply in your thoughts.

Blankly looking at the ceiling, fingers on your lips as you're lost in your thoughts. He's a jerk, you shouldn't be feeling anything for him but hate. You're literally annoyed by him right now. He's taking control all over your mind after kissing him. How can he k'ss you like that. How can he k'ss you so well that you instantly melt for him.

Closing your eyes tight and covered your face with a pillow. Shouting like a crazy person. You can take him out of your mind. How you wish it was Jungkook, how you wish it wasn't that bastard and let it be Jungkook itself.

"Where are you kook." You sigh and close your eyes.

Ridding your bike while looking around the ton. It's early in the morning, the sun is still up, you decide to go out and buy some bread. The wind hits your face drawing a beautiful smile in your lips.

As you're enjoying the scenery a tall figure stopped in front of you. Your smile came crashing down when you saw him right in front of you. His charming eyes, pointed nose, cherry lips, his usual long sleeves and oversized pants along with his round glasses. It's him, Jungkook.

"My shoulder is occupied if you're looking for a shoulder to cry on." You said. You tried to ignore him but he blacked your way for the second time. Glancing at him while raising your eyebrows waiting for him to speak up.

"Can we talk?" He said.

"What if I don't want to?" You replied but he didn't move a bit, sigh and nod your head.

"About what happened the last time we met-" he was cut off

"You guys are back together?" His eyes found yours. He noticed how you avoided eye contact.

"We're not, I just simply forgive her, I think we're friends now." He claims. You couldn't help but to chuckles.

"Exes can't be friends. It's either you both didn't truly love each other or the other person is still in love with the other. It's neither of those two Jungkook, come on wake up, you're being st'pid over that girl again." You said while he was taken aback from your words.

"I like you, now if it's you who still has feelings for her then it's better if we both just stay away from each other cause I don't want to chase someone who I knew I don't have a chance just because he still hasn't moved on." Making yourself clear. You stood up and turned to leave him.

"But-"

You look at him. Eyes were on each other. No one dared to speak but one thing for sure is that you couldn't stay here any longer, it's either you will end up mad at him for not considering your feelings or you will end up crying for him to leave your life so that you can moved on.

"It's okay Kook, clearly I don't have a chance on you so I'm choosing to be  apart from you." You said and smiled.

He watches you turning your back on him, he knows once he lets you go now then that's the end of you both, he can never be your friend or anything, he doesn't want to lose a friend. He doesn't want to lose you.

"But what if I like you as well?."