Yandere Adam x female human reader

Sacrifices

"People do crazy things when they're in love."

Disney's Hercules

"All magic comes with a price."

Rumple Von Stiltskin (ouat)

"A life for a life."

Disney's Mulan

Quotes that would explain what had happened to me. I should've known better than to mess with fate after all:

"Fate cheats at poker."

Disney's Aladdin tv series
character: Chaos

But grieving causes one to irrationally abandon normalcy and turn to alternative means to escape the reality of the situation at hand. Find another compromise. Negotiate a deal or possibly even believe that what's happening is actually a mistake or misunderstanding. No one wishes to actually accept the conclusion that death is final, there's no coming back.

Well I wish I was the one who accepted this reality and attempted to move on from it, however, after loosing my parents in a car accident and regretting my entire existence up until I met him; the man I fell in love with. Harold, he was a great man. The guy made me forget what it felt like to hate myself.

Stop me if you heard this from tumblr once:

"You can't love someone until you love yourself,

Bullshit!

I never loved myself, but until I met you, God, I forgot what hating myself feels like!"

This is from a post with the movie "Anastasia"

Harold truly was the only man who made me forget what it was like to wake up everyday dreading to look in the mirror. Bringing me flowers when he visited before we even started dating, getting to know me by asking simple questions like my favorite colors and favorite smells, next thing I know he brings me a gift box of white and gold roses, rose scented oils and candles, soaps and perfumes. He takes me out to my favorite restaurants, brings me take-out, and keeps me company.

When he would stay over he would cuddle me, running his fingers through my hair and soothing me to sleep. I'd wake up to find him still there. We started dating about two years ago, but he would ask me about future plans he had if we ever got married. How many children we would have to what schools they should attend. I would become a blushing mess when he would talk about this. The idea he wanted to spend his life with me. Most I guess would claim this to be a red flag... we were talking about this later in the relationship, and I brought up the idea if we had actually gotten married what would happen after that. He just took it from there.

It was like living in a fantasy. Well all fantasies must end at some point don't they? He got into a car accident too. Rushed to the hospital, but he was in severe condition that he wasn't likely to make it. And of course he didn't.

Finally had happiness for almost two YEARS! And in the blink of an eye! GONE!

God! Why! Are you testing my own faith?! Well I'll tell you right now, IM NOT JOB! I DON'T HAVE UNWAVERING FAITH! SO STOP LETTING THE DEVIL HAVE HIS DAMN JOYLLIES AND GIVE ME A BREAK!!! IF YOU WANT ME TO STAY ON THE RIGHT PATH WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP SUFFERING?!!

Was all I can cry or should I say scream. My parents were one thing, but the man that made me feel an ounce of happiness in my dammed life. Well I see no reason why I shouldn't sell my own soul. Maybe just maybe if I offered my soul to the devil for the return of Harold's soul. I know he wouldn't end up in heaven, he wasn't a Christian. He was as atheist as they came, he was fine with me being Christian, but he didn't believe in such things. If I could just be with him, that would be enough.