Kintsugi

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"Kintsugi is a Japanese art form that involves repairing broken pottery with gold, silver, or platinum"

"We can piece each other back together to make a whole."

My pov

After Adam showed me what happened before Harold died. My heart shattered. Of course, no one loved me, no one really loved me. He was dating someone behind my back. I just flew away after learning this, Adam followed catching up fast because of those ginormous wings of his. I couldn't look at Adam's face, Adam told me that sinner deserved his place in hell and I should forget all about him now that I had the first man himself as my husband.

"What?!" Tears falling down my face.

"What! What do you mean what? I just proved to you that sinner was never worthy of your loyalty and devotion. Yet, now you're mad that I fucken proven to you that he never loved you."

"So you're happy that you just shattered my heart! Fine you proved me wrong, he didn't love me! Do you want a cookie for a job well done?"

(Note: this is really hard to type when I'm crying my eyes out. Tell me if I'm doing okay expressing this type of event.)

"What the fuck?! I'm not doing this for some damn cookie, I'm doing this to prove to you that your damn loyalty was given to the wrong guy."

"Why do you even want my loyalty? You have your little bad bitch slaughter army!"

"That's different! I want your loyalty! You're my wife!"

"Why did you even want me as your wife?! I'm broken! Wouldn't the first man want the best that earth has to possibly offer?! Don't get me wrong there might not be many, but I believe there must be like a few hundred of possible candidates at least."

"What the fuck!!! Why would I want anyone on earth when there was only one woman stupid enough to send herself to hell just to attempt and fail trying to save her unworthy boy toy?! So Why you ask?! Because what dumbass in their fucked up mind wouldn't want a loyal woman who goes to hell and back for him and you really think you're the only one here who's broken?! That you're the only one here who believes they're unworthy of love let alone loyalty. Who'd give anything for it. I'm the first man ever to walk on earth, and both my wives; Lilith and Eve chose that short twerp Lucifer over me!"

I couldn't look at him after his confession. I thought he forced me to marry him because he wanted to take me away from Harold, but it was because of my display of devotion and loyalty. That's why he's so damn determined to convince me to stop.

"Why should someone who would pick some slut over you, oh and I checked what that slut did after finding out about his death and you know what she did?" I perked up, "she hooked up with another guy."

"That doesn't surprise me."

"Anyway... why should he receive your unwavering loyalty and devotion while here I am wanting to give you a life you can only dream about."

"I... I don't know..."

"I don't know! Are you fucking with me!"

"I don't know! I'm too stupid to think for myself obviously." Pointing to the sphere in the middle of the room. "I clearly have terrible judgment and can't do anything right. I'm surprised I was accepted into heaven at all."

"Maybe you were meant to be in heaven!"

"Why?"

"Maybe to be my wife!"

"Why would God want to punish you like that?" I started crying while chuckling.

"Fucken hell, knock it off! Dammit! You sound like..."

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