"Tum kehna kya chahte ho Kyu nai chod sakte usse" I ask him while sitting close by him
"Mere wajah se woh aaj esi zindagi jee rahi hai Meerub how can be you so insensitive" he says me while putting his hand on my shoulder
"Me hu insensitive Murtasim mere bare me toh kabhi tumne esa nahi socha meri feelings ki toh tumhe kabhi padi nahi thi manjara kya hai Kahi mohabbat toh nai ho gayi usse" I replied to him while removing his hand from my shoulder
"Meerub kya bakwas kiye ja rahi ho tum itni selfish kab se hogayi yaar tumse bat karna hi bekar hai" he says while sleeping on his side
I don't know what to say to him or anyone his parents has raised me how can I question them, I have pressurised them to make Murtasim marry me and now I know you can't make someone love you forcefully
I can't even imagine Murtasim giving importance to someone who is not our family who is not our blood some how I don't even dislike haya because I know her from childhood but Noor I don't know about her what are her intentions or feelings for Murtasim
I trust Murtasim but how long will I trust him when he does even has feelings for me
We don't know what is happening in our relationship other than sex he always seduces me when I get angry then I forget about that matter only which make me angry at him
I will meet her tomorrow and will directly ask her to shift somewhere else and leaves Murtasim for good
She has been getting on my nerves what does she think of herself sympathy queen
Morning
"Meerub Ruhaan ko tiffin me kya dena hai bata" Salma enters their room and looks around Meerub is sitting on couch while folding Ruhaani's clothes and Murtasim is doing something on his phone
"Salam ammi" Murtasim greet her
"Salam" Salma ignores him while looking at Meerub
"Jee ammi use aap noodles de dijiye woh kitne din se mang raha hai" Meerub says while taking her duppata
"Meerub......Meerub" haya shout while coming towards there
"Ise kya hogaya" Salma ask Meerub while Meerub shakes her head
"Meerub jaldi chalo niche dadi us aurat ko le aayi hai joh Murtasim ke sath hospital me thi" haya says while panting
"Kya" Salma and Meerub both shout while looking at Murtasim
While Murtasim looks at Meerub with concerning face
