I hate you for being awkward. I hate you for saying things like "you're perfect" and "don't listen to them" I hate you for caring. I hate you for staying up late with me. I hate you for pushing away other girls. I hate you for asking if I was ok. I hate you for everything you did for me. I hate you for remembering everything about me. I hate you for supporting me. I hate you for all those good morning and good night messages. I hate you for the letters you wrote. I hate how you made me laugh. I hate how my face lit up when I saw you messaged me.
Because all of these little things made me fall in love with you and I fucking hate you so much for it.
You knew I was sad and you knew it was an issue and you knew I couldn't survive without someone like you yet you set me back into that small corner in my brain that made me hate everything about myself but you don't care.
And I just hate you for acting like you loved me.
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Random"I would rather my heart be without words than my words be without heart." -LaMar boschman (highest rating: #30) 8/04/15 speechless series #1 cover: all rights go to artist
