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Dekus pov

I wake up to my alarm I get up and check my phone reminder 1 day left I get up and i get  up and get ready for school and Bandaging my thigh I was really dreading going downstairs Facing my mom Because I knew she was Either going to force me to eat Or just really get in my face about it But I make my way downstairs To greet my mom

Good morning Izuku How did you sleep Asks Good I guess I reply Please try to eat something this morning She tells me I sit down at the table Not saying anything Trying to eat something

I leave for school Saying bye to my mom I just know today is gonna be absolute hell I saw the video My bullies posted Beating me up  Laughing about it That post Got 80,000 likes So other people saw it other than my classmates I just know my classmates are gonna give me hell for it I think as I enter the classroom Everybody stops and turns to look at me The room was silent for A few seconds And then All of them Burst out into laughter I started to tear up out of embarrassment Laying my head low as I walk to my seat But then somebody trips me and I face plant On the ground

I hear the class Laughter get louder I get up grabbing my bag Running to my seat And crying As I put my head On the desk I hear Somebody Yell out Freak nobody wants you here Just leave this school or better yet Just die! I will in 1 day I will be gone From this shity World So everyone In this class Will finally be happy without me

But then I hear A familiar voice What the hell is all this noise for what's so funny I hear Kacchan say As I look at him Still tears rolling down my face And then he makes eye contact with me The room goes silent After Kacchan Arrives The bell rings And everybody takes their seat Not long the teacher finally starts class As I tried to Wipe my tears Away and Get myself to stop crying

At lunch time I make my way up to the roof Making Sure to buy lunch So my mom doesn't get suspicious As I get to the roof I throw the lunch away I couldn't eat Not even if I wanted to I sit add a bench Feeling the breeze From the wind On my face It was relaxing But then I feel at tap of my shoulder I jump And turn to look Who it was I sigh Oh it's  you Kacchan You scared me I say getting nervous Yeah What are you doing up here nerd Kacchan Asks Nothing I just like it up here I guess I say Sitting back down on the bench So uh Are you okay Sitting next to me on the bench I turned to look at him Yes why Wouldn't I be? I reply You passed out Remember? Oh yeah That..... I'm fine seriously You don't need to worry I say rubbing my neck Awkwardly I wasn't worried nerd Just wondering I don't say anything I just frown Because I thought we were making progress But he doesn't care about me and he never will

 Uhm Nerd can I ask you something? Of course Kacchan I say smiling Generally happy That we're making small talk so uhm Are you like gay? My eyes widen What why would he ask that Does he know No no he can't know What if he knows Oh god He definitely hates me for sure now But then I hear Kacchan Say something I break out I break out of my trance Nerd you good? Oh yeah Kacchan I am But uh Why would you ask something like that? Those shity Extras Posted about it Something about You being gay and calling you A Faggot I mean I'm not homophobic but are you gay? I-i uh I don't know w-what They're talking about They're probably just Trying to  spreading Fake rumors I say trying to  Not make eye contact with Kacchan Because of a flustered I am I just really hope They didn't say anything to Kacchan About me liking him

So you're not? N-no At least I don't think I am I reply All he says back is mhm Which Makes me a little worried Because he found out that I liked him He would hate me even More than he already does I really hope he doesn't know Kacchan Can I ask you a question? Yeah sure whatever nerd He replies Why are you being so nice to me? I ask Looking towards him He looks back He doesn't say anything And just staring into my eyes not breaking on Eye contact WHAT NO IM NOT AND EVEN IF I WAS WHY DOES IT MATTER YOU WANT ME TO SCREAM AT YOU AND BE RUDE TO YOU YOU STUPID FUCKING NERD HUH WHY DOSE IT MATTER He screams at me I start to giggle a little HAH NERD YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY He says grabbing the collar of my shirt N-no Kacchan It was just a question Plus it's nice That were talking Now Even if It is just for a little while It makes me happy I say Smiling it Makes you happy? He asks Yeah of course it does I love talking to you 

Bakugos pov 

Yeah of course it does I love talking to you That's stupid fucking Nerd Making me all flustered and shit I turned my head away Looking away from Deku  Whatever nerd.. Don't make it weird I say back I hate that this nerd Can make me flustered and Make my heart beat out of it's chest I can't accept the fact that I like him It's sort of character for me and it doesn't make sense Why would I like a useless nerd like him

Something inside me Felt sad to hear that he wasn't gay But  even if he was he would never like me After all the shit I put him through Throughout the years I hate myself for that And I don't know how to make it right If I can't accept my feelings for him how can I make things better

Dekus pov

Whatever nerd..don't make it weird He says wait what was I being weird Oh no he's probably gonna leave me now but I wanna keep talking to him Sorry Kacchan For being weird... I say I didn't say you're being weird I said don't make it weird He tells me He practically yells oh I say back Whatever nerd I should go lunch is almost over.. Oh OK Kacchan d-do  y-you Wanna walk to class together? I say nervously Whatever nerd Don't slow me down He says smiling I grab my bag And Get behind him But then he holds my hand HE HOLDS MY HAND At this point I'm freaking out And very flustered My heart is beating out of it's chest and my mind goes blank We start to walk to class As I over analyze everything that's happening

When school ends I walk home Mom is home So go straight to my room I sit down in my cold dark room Thinking about today Thinking about Maybe if Me and Kacchan Could be friends again Maybe I shouldn't commit But I don't really think we're friends And if I ask him that he's just gonna get mad