To The Stars, Sunsets And Him.

To The Kisses That Reach The Soul.

I think I will always keep one page blank just in case you come back.

I am out here all alone because what would I tell you when you return to ask where I have been without you?

I am still hoping for something. Maybe I am too blind to see you are happy alone. You always had others, didn't you?

Our souls entwine with each other in such a way that the fragments are still left somewhere.

There might be a place for us beyond the wrongs and rights of this world. 

Where the skyline won't meet and would admire the moon in daylight.

I Gazed the star's they were envious of how I looked into your eyes,

They said it could never be compared, it was indeed a disguise.

I don't understand what could be more tragic

That I look for you everywhere I go, or that you are never there.

I really wanted to stay. I did. How weird that I could lose you so easily over something that wasn't even fair.

How could I possibly go back in time to explain to myself, that no you won't be okay without him at all. That you would completely lose everything you own or call yours.

I hide my teary eyes from the world. I have simply lost the interest to be with anyone.

I sit here all alone wondering where it all went wrong. I have no updates about you any more it would shatter me to know anything anymore. It would either be too good or in the worst condition at all.

 You will handle yourself like you always do and I know you are surrounded by people who indeed love you.

I sometimes wish that my absence gives you the peace my love could not. 

And I know I won't be remembered in the upcoming few years.

But I would still look for you everywhere I go,

Maybe because I know no one can come close enough to you. 

Cause the closest enough to being you is you. And I don't think I will ever recover from this fact itself.

You said I was never in love then why is everything about you. 

Someone please come and explain what love is. 

Did I ever fall in love? If not then why does this heart still yearns for you? Why are my atoms aware of your name!?

Why are my eyes searching for you? 

If someone asks me that if I was loved, 

I would remember the way you used to hold my face 

I would remember how you used to save me every time I tumbled away.

I would remember the way you said my name.

How delicate were your words and how deeply you admired everything I said.

I will say yes! I was loved, more than I ever will be by anyone now.

Your fingerprints are left all over the heart,

And your kisses reached my soul.

they said I should recover from you. But I have no intentions to. At Least I get to keep you in the form of heartbreak with me.

Well I don't know if your story will begin with a different name, with a different ending,it's something I can only hope for, but there is one thing I know.

I was too dumb to realize- it was always you.

And always will be,

Cause no one can ever come close to kisses that reach the soul.