Boy Next Door (MinSung)

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This chapter gonna be happier I promise :3

Also, I mention smth abt Lee Knows hair color in this chapter, and idk if I already established it in earlier chapters, but his hair is gonna be like a light blondish? Ill put a picture up there lmao. Also, Ji's is Midnight Blue, I've said that before, but thought I'd establish it again since I was on the topic <3 Ok, onto this chapter >:)

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Han had woken up before his boyfriend, tangled in his arms. He was so fucking tired, too. Like he spent all his energy on something and couldn't get it back. He groaned, rubbing his eyes trying to recall what the fuck made him feel so spent.

"So..I try to push it back, you know? But it's so scary. I have no idea how to face it."

And with that thought it all came flooding back. He groaned once more, this time in frustration.

You shouldn't have fucking told him, Han. He'll just leave you, like every other guy that you've ever been with.

He then thought back to Yunjin. She was the only person that didn't leave him, rather he left her. 

What if I leave him in a moment of anger? No, I would never do that..Right?

Han's thoughts went back and forth like this for so long, he didn't realize a tear slipped out of his eye, and onto the forearm of the man he was using as a pillow.

"Hannie?" Lee Know says, groggily.

"Did I wake you? Sorry.." Han says. 

"No, you didn't darling..Are you crying?" Minho inquired. Suddenly he brushed the midnight blue hair out of the younger's face, revealing puffy eyes.

"What's the matter?" He said, his tone softening.

"I just..I feel like I dropped too much on you last night, and I shouldn't have just suddenly dumped all my fucking trauma on you like that-" Han sighed. Minho suddenly shook his head.

"I don't mind it at all. I'm glad you did, honestly. I want to help you, and I'm happy you're comfortable enough to tell me." Han managed a smile at his boyfriend's words.

"Okay..What time is it?" Han asked. Minho stretched, then responded.

"Hmm..It's almost seven, too fuckin' early if you ask me." Han blushed at the little groan his boyfriend let out as he stretched, and Minho noticed.

"What's that about, huh?" He asked playfully. Han laughed shyly.

"You're so beautiful." Is all he gave in response. Minho kissed his lips at that, but then asked.

"I-you're okay with that right?" Han nodded. 

"I'm okay with kissing and all that, but anything farther than what we did last night, please ask." Minho nodded, thinking about his words.

"Why did you let me do all that with you during 7 minutes in heaven at Hyunjin's?" Minho suddenly asked. Han thought for a second.

"Well, to start off we were both shit faced..And I try not to think about things like that, I push it away. I recently told my mom about it though, so I guess that's why it suddenly got brought back up." Minho thought about that for a second.

"Well..What'd your mom say?" Han sighs.

"She told me not to bring it up again, so that was super fucking helpful, you know?" Han shook his head. "But lets stop being fucking sad." Han paused, staring at the blonde boy's lips.