My heart

Chapter 5

Lee Know pov

The next day

I've decided what I'm gonna do. 

I can't see yn getting hate because of me. So I decided that...

I'm going to break up with her.

I know this can break her heart but this won't lead her to get many hates. 

This won't destroy her career. I don't care about my career but I care about yn's.

Now I'm in front the cafè where yn is waiting for me. I told her to come and meet me.

When I enter there she gives me her sweet smile. I guess after today I'll never be able to see this smile anymore. And thinking this it's breaking my heart.

I go and sit in front of her with a cold face without emotions.

"I told you to meet me today because I wanted to tell you something." I said.

"Ok, so what do you want to tell me?" she said still smiling.

"Please stop giving me this smile, if you keep giving me this smile, I won't be able to do what I came here for and it can be bad for you." I said in my mind.

"I want to break up with you."

Her smile slowly fade away.

Yn pov

"I want to break up with you."

He is joking right?

"You're joking right?"

"No yn I'm not joking" he said with an emotionless face.

"But why do you want to break up?" I said while almost breaking into tears.

"Maybe I never loved you."

"But what about this one year that we've been together?" I said while my tears were falling.

"Stop crying, this tears are not gonna change my mind. And do you want to know the real reason why I want to break up with you? Then listen, did you ever gave me what I wanted? Every boyfriends wants from their girlfriends some physical touch but you? It's not like we're teenagers that we can't do anything. We're adults, and now I'm tired of this,so I want to break up with you."

"But you never told me that you wanted something like this from me?"

"What? Aren't you smart enough to understand what I wanted? Or you're dumb too? Listen I don't have much time so I'm going." Then he goes out of the cafè. Leaving me all alone who is crying.

Why? Why did he do this?

I told him before that I can't give him what every girlfriends gives their boyfriends, at least not before marrying him. And now? He is telling me that I was dumb and I never understood what he wanted. Did he just love me because my body?

I'm crying while thinking about those things and now I'm in front of my house.

I guess happiness is not for me.

I go to my room and closed my door with a loud thud.

Mia pov

I was preparing some evening snacks for everyone because all the bts members are coming in Jungkook's house.

And if you're wondering that why I'm still at their house, well my parents and his parents have accepted our relation and they gave me permission to stay here.

But suddenly I heard someone closing door with a loud thud upstairs. Who was that?

Yn is outside to meet Lee Know and Jungkook is not home. Then who is here?