My heart

Chapter 11

Jin pov

It's been 2 weeks but yn is not still talking to me. Well, I guess I deserve it.

She was already traumatized by her past and now I brought that back in a worse way.

I'm always taking care of her, trying to talk to her but she is still the same. Today I decided that I will apologise to her.

She is in the bathroom right now and I'm sitting on the bed. When she will come I will apologise. 

When she came I called her "Yn, I want to say something."

"Umm what is it?" 

"I'm - I'm sorry for that day. I was just angry. I didn't wanted to do it without your permission."

"I-It's okay, you said you are my husband so you can do whatever you want with me and my body. So I guess it's okay."

Her words made me understand what kind of jerk I was with her that night. 

I shouldn't have tell her these things. Now she thinks that husbands can do anything without their wives permission. But that's not true. I don't want to be that kind of husband.

"Yn, that's not true. Husbands can't do anything without their wives permission."

"But you did." She was looking down all this time now she looked at me. My heart broke when I saw her red and teary eyes.

"And I apologise for that. Please forgive me, I'm sorry. I know I was a jerk but still will you?"

"I don't know. Because the trauma you gave can not be removed just by a simple apology. But listen I'm not asking something special from you to get my forgiveness. I just want to say maybe I can forgive you but I need time."

"Thank you for giving me hope."

"Hmm"  then she goes to sleep.

I hope she will forgive me. Because I don't want her to be afraid of me.

Yn pov

He apologized to me? I can't believe. The person who told me those things and did those things that night apologized to me? And he seemed honest about this. He is taking care of me, trying to talk to me, cooking for me and doing many things just to make me smile.

Should I forgive him? But what if he does this again? I'm so confused now. And...

not gonna lie but he seemed like a good person these days and I guess I feel something for him. What? no no no. I shouldn't fall for him. No never.

I slept while thinking about him.

A week later

Jin is keep trying to make me talk to him. And I guess he did it. Because these days I talk to him, not that much but yeah.

I think I will forgive him today and another thing is that I think I like him  too.

Just want to say, sorry Lee Know for moving on but I hope you can find someone better then me in your life. I think

I called Jin when he came in the room after washing the dishes after dinner.

"Jin" I think he was surprised that I called him by his name. 

"Hmm? Do you need something?"

"I want to say that I...

I forgive you."

"WHAT?" he shouts.

"W-what did you say? Say that again please." then he sits next to me.

"I said I forgive you for that night."