chapter 9. regrets

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Last night was a blur. All I remember is that I went out to eat with my friends, then we got drunk, came home with Eren, got even more drunk, then we fucked-

WAIT WE FUCKED?

My head was pounding as hard as ever. I remember waking up in this same room the other night I was drunk at the beach, but I didn't do anything stupid that time! I groaned and put a pillow on my face. Maybe suffocating is the way to go after last night.

Goodbye cruel world.

No, but for real, how am I going to walk out there and face Eren? My cheeks were already getting noticeably hot and I ran into the guest bathroom, which was connected to the bedroom-thank god.

I splashed some water on my face to try to calm my nerves. The memories of last night started flooding into my head. I rubbed my temples in hopes of coping with everything that came back to me.

hmmm what do we have here..I scanned the guest bathroom for any of my belongings I possibly had left. Toothbrush! At least I was able to freshen up in some way. I ran some cold water and brushed my teeth, ever so slowly to delay the time of me having to go out into the living room.

After I was done, I walked back into the bedroom to collect my phone. It was around 2:51pm. Damn, I slept in hella late today.

3 missed calls from Sasha - 10:30am
7 texts from Sasha - 10:34am
3 text from Jean - 11:55am
1 text from Eren - 11:00am

One text from Eren?!?! My stomach already started twisting and turning at the site of his contact on my phone.

I went down the list to check all my messages.

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Sasha Boo ❤️‍🔥

Hi.
Did you get home safe? are you awake yet
Wait are you at Eren's ?????
I see your location. 👁️👁️
Update me plzzzz!!!!
Pls tell me you did something stupid LOLOL
I can't wait, call me asap

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Jeany boy 🐴

Is it true that I stripped naked at the restaurant?
Connie and Sasha said I did....
Am I being gaslit?????

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Eren >:(

going to grab hangover food. u snore fucking loud.

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It's almost as if Sasha sensed my stupidity all the way from her place. The thing with Jean put a smile on my face because that was definitely something they'd lie to him about.

Eren's text was anticlimactic, but It's okay everything's normal. I'm normal, he's normal, we're both normal. whew.

He texted me he was leaving around 11 am which means he must be back already. I put on my big girl pants and opened the room door. I peeked my head out and saw that the living area was empty except for a half-opened bag of food on the countertop.

Eren must've eaten already.

I walked out and heard his shower running. This leaves me approximately 20 minutes to get. the. fuck. out.

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