BEYOND EVERYTHING (Series#1)

CHAPTER 01

Maria elizea!!!!
 

Isang malakas na sampal Ang tumama sa aking pisnge

Sinong nagsabi Sayo na pwede Kang lumabas Ng Bahay!! Hinila nya Ang aking buhok habang pilit na dinadala nya ako
pataas Ng hagdan

Dad Tama na po nasasaktan po Ako!!! I begged my father pero parang Wala Syang naririnig

Lumabas lang namn po Ako Ng Bahay para sa project namin sa school   I cried while explaining pero wala Syang naririnig Hanggang sa hinagis nya ko papasok sa kwarto.

Dad, please don't lock me up here, please I pleaded but instead he just locked the door leaving me alone inside the darkest room in our house. No windows no lights and it's fucking traumatizing me whenever I'm here

He's my father but never been my dad, he always hurts and shout at me without my mother's knowledge, my mom is in Canada working together with his brother Tito ken, Hindi alam ni mama na sinasaktan Ako ni dad, I don't want to worry her out and besides my dad threats me not to tell her or he'll do worst to me.

My dad has a small company here in the Philippines, may Kaya Ang pamilya niya but I was never close to his family because they always treat me and my mother like we are an outcast to their family para bang diring diri sila samin, I don't know if my mother notices that or she just choose to ignore it. Bata pa lang Ako nakikita ko na kung pano nila ko itrato na para bang Hindi ako Galvez.

That's why I only get along with my mother's side of the family because their just so pure and loving, also they knew that my father doesn't treat me very well but they don't also know how my father hurts me physically and mentally.

But  at the end of the day he's still my father.

I just sat down at the corner of this dark room while crying, kung nandito lang sana si kuya i cried even more when I think of my brother, yes I do have a brother a twin brother kambal kami pero mas nauna sya sakin, he was always my partner in everything, he always saves me and he's the only person I know who truly cares and love me. Pero nawala lahat Yun he left without saying anything and alam ko may kinalaman si dad sa pag Alis ni kuya, I don't know how it happened pag uwi ko nalng Ng Bahay umiiyak na si mommy while my dad looks so mad  and my brother is just gone he was nowhere to be found.

I tried asking them on what happened but they were ignoring me, I was devastated that time because the only person believes in me is gone.

It took me months bago Ako maka recover sa pag Alis nya and I just accepted that he left me and that maybe I just didn't really matter to him

I cried and cried In the corner of the room until I fell asleep

Zea anak! Gising na! Ate Gina wake me up looking so worried about me, ate Gina is our kasambahay Hindi kami ganun kayaman pero pinag trabaho ni mommy si ate Gina sa Bahay para may kasama Ako kahit paano, malayong kamag-anak ni mommy si ate Gina it just happened na nagkasakit Yung anak nya Kaya kinailangan nya Ng tulong and si mommy Ang nilapitan nya.

My mom help her and kinuha nalang Syang kasambahay kaysa bayaran Yung utang nya saamin, my dad doesn't like the idea at first but pumayag na din sya.

Ate Gina knows about how my father hurts me but my dad threatens her not to tell anyone, simula Nung nawala si kuya si ate Gina Yung pumalit sakanya, she always treat my wounds sya din Minsan gumagawa Ng paraan para Hindi Ako saktan ni dad.

Okay ka lang ba anak? May masakit ba Sayo? She looked at me worriedly habang tinitignan kung may mga bagong pasa or sugat ba a

Ayos lang po Ako ate Gina anjan pa po ba si dad?  I asked her

Nako wala na hija umalis na, halika na Kumain ka na sa baba para makapasok ka na.

Sige po susunod po Ako mag bibihis lang po Muna Ako she helped me got up and I went straight to my room para maligo,

I wore my uniform and stared at my reflection through the mirror and I could see the red mark on my face, sa sobrang lakas Ng sampal sakin ni dad namumula pa Rin Yung Mukha ko Hanggang ngayon. I sat on the chair and started doing my make up light lang para namn matakpan Yung Marka  kahit paano. And when I'm done I got up and  go downstairs para Kumain Ng breakfast, nag paalam si ate Gina na pupunta Ng grocery para mamili ubos na raw Kase Yung stocks namin Dito sa Bahay  then she reminded me to lock the door before I leave.

Oh eto baon mo raw Sabi Ng daddy mo she handed me 1 thousand pesos baon ko na yun pang Isang buong linggo, it's hard to budget that lalo na nag cocomute lang Ako papuntang school, nag papadala si mama Ng pera pero si daddy pa din humahawak binibigyan nya namn Ako Minsan kapag sinabi Kong may kailangan bayaran sa school Kaya Hindi na din Ako umaangal sa binibigay nya.

It's 9:30 I got up and leave for school my class starts at 10:00 and mga 20 minutes lang namn nasa school Nako, school is my only escape from everything Ibang iba ko pag nasa school at kapag nasa Bahay I have friends sila thea,Kate,cass and Allen we know each other since elementary and simula dati palang sila na Yung kasama ko sa lahat they also know about how my father treated me but I asked them not to tell to anyone.

I got to school and sinalubong agad Ako ni Kate, Kate is a half Chinese she came from a rich family Ang mga tiu, Nung una Akala ko maarte at spoiled brat sya but I was wrong Kate is kind she's spoiled but she's not a brat.

Hii girl!!! Kumakaway sya sakin habang papalapit Ako sakanya.

Hii Kate where are the others?? I asked

They're in the cafeteria, Ewan ko ba Allen told us na may transferee raw here sa school natin, pogi daw Kaya nandun silang tatlo she said boredly Kate is a type of girl na walang pakialam sa lalaki, ipapakasal Rin naman daw sya Ng mga magulang nya so what's the point and ayaw Ng pamilya nya sa Hindi Chinese.

Okay then let's go? Aya ko sakanya and we walked together in the cafeteria