Hayes Grier love at last?

Long distance

ALEXIS POV
hayes and I being miles and miles apart is very hard. There's been times, when I miss him so much, I won't do anything, except sleep for all day or two days. I'm getting very depressed. I understand hayes is succeeding his dreams and that's great for him, but me dating him, and him always being gone, I don't think I'm ready for a long distance relationship. I never thought that I would say this but honestly I think it's best if I break up with hayes. I think tonight I'm going to tell him, that I'm just not ready for a long distant relationship. I love hayes more than anything, but we're both sad, because we miss each other and hayes, or me doesn't deserve to be sad. Anyways hayes can do way better than me, I mean have you see all the famous pretty girls, he deserves better than me, I just feel this whole thing isn't working out.
HAYES POV
*skip to night*
My phone is ringing it's a call from alexis. "Hey!" I say picking up the phone, lately I've been very depressed I miss her, I miss Alexis so damn much, it hurts me everyday, to know I can't be there with her, and can't be there to protect her, and can't be there to hold her when she's sad, and to love her and tell her everything is going to be okay, that's why I think tonight I'm gonna break up with her. She deserves better than me, I mean after all I can't even hug her for 3 more months, it's already been 2 months. I keep telling myself hayes you have to break up with her, it's what's best, but I still love her it's just, with me being on tour I can't be the amazing boyfriend she deserves. "Hey." Alexis says. "Um we need to talk-" we both say at the same time. "You first." I say. "Okay." Alexis says her voice suddenly sounds weak, and sad. "Hayes, i think, it's best we break up-" at that point my ears go deaf, I feel as if the whole world is blocked out, those words "hayes I think it's best we break up" keep replaying like a song on repeat, when you just can't get it out of your head. I thought I was gonna be the one to end, our relationship, I never thought she would end it. "Yea, uh-" I try to say, but the tears start to fall, and I feel a tear hit my leg. "Me too." I say, crying. "I love you hayes, but I just can't do this long distant thing, it's to hard on me, and lately I'm been so depressed without you, I'll sleep for 1-2 days straight. Hayes I hope you understand and maybe later on we can get back together, but for now we will just be friends." She says crying. "I love you babe, and I understand, I should get going, please keep In touch, and yes maybe in the future we can be a thing again, I have to go bye Alexis, I love you." That is the last time I will be able to call her 'babe' either forever or for awhile, either way, it will still kill me not being able to call her mine. "Hayes lets go, we have to be on stage in 2 minutes!" Nash yells, I am going to have to fake a smile, hayes you can do it, after the show you can be sad, and depressed but be happy for the fans. I walk on the steps just before my feet touch the stage, I fake a smile, I hear the girls scream my name, be happy, is what I keep saying, but those words, "but for now we will just be friends" keep replaying over and over and over again.
ALEXIS POV
I honestly feel worse then i did. Hearing hayes cry, hurt, it felt like someone was stabbing me in my heart with the sharpest knife. I'm crying, I only stop crying for like 3 minutes, and then I go right back to It. Hayes will most likely find a nice person, and like I've said millions of times, he can find someone way better than me, I mean he's the hayes grier, girls drool over him, and those girls are prettier than me, way prettier than me. My phone just buzzed, new message from Blake, he's the kid down the street he's a popular kid, he's cute and my age, and a really sweet kid, well I should prolly read the message.
(B-Blake A-Alexis)
B/ hey(:
A/ hi Blake!
B/ whatcha doing tonight?
A/ crying, and being depressed like I've been for the last 4 hours. Wbu?
B/ what you say I come over and we can hangout talk about what's wrong and play some games, or something? :)
A/ okay, but just so you know I look horrid right now, and okay maybe it will uh get some things off my mind.
B/okay, and you always look beautiful. I'll be there in 5 (:
A/ okay, thanks Blake it means a lot
B/ of course see you soon.
*end of convo*
HAYES POV
I'm on the tour bus laying in my bunk, headphones in, and the world is blocked out. Alexis, is the only thing my mind seems to think about. "Cause you only need the light when it's burning low only miss the sun when it starts to snow-" the song 'Let Her Go' by passenger, just played on pandora, that song, makes me think about Alexis even more. I wonder what she's doing, maybe I should text her. No hayes that'd be stupid to text, her, after all you both need some time, and space, and if Alexis is meant to be with me, then God will find a way to have us get back together. Anyways she had every right to leave me, I was a horrible boyfriend, I cheated on her more than 2 times, I lied to her, I screwed up, maybe that's the real reason why she ended our relationship? I decide to text this girl, just because a lot of the guys are on the bus with me and there sleeping. In North Carolina it's 3 hours behind. So here it's 11:45 at night, and back home it's 8:45, and the guys are tired being on tour wears you out. I text the girl, her name is makayla.
(M-makayla H-hayes)
H/ hey
M/ hayes(: hey wyd?
H/ on the tour bus listening to some music and texting you. Wbu?
M/ oh fun(: I'm texting you and on my computer going on social media!
H/ fun
M/ I guess ;) wanna FaceTime?
H/ yea you call me
M/ okay hayes(: I'm calling you.
*end of convo*
ALEXIS POV
Blake is here. We're in my room watching, orange is the new black. We're on this, white couch I have in my room. I'm leaning on Blake, his shoulder is a great pillow. He's playing with my hair. "Alexis did you know, your very beautiful." Blake says. "Blake, thank you, your not to bad yourself." I say. Later on I, feel my eyes start to get, heavy, from crying and all that, and I fall asleep on his shoulder.
BLAKE POV
Alexis fell asleep about a half hour ago. She's so cute when she sleeps. I took a picture and posted it on snapchat saying, cutest sleeper ever. My mom knows I'm here, so I'm going to stay the night, her mom said it was okay. I carry Alexis to her bed and put her on her bed and cover her up, and then I shut the tv off, turn on her fan, and then close my eyes, and before you know it I'm sleeping.
HAYES POV
"We'll hayes your too cute." Makayla says. "Thanks." I reply. "But I'm tired so goodnight." Makayla says. "Nite." I say. "Night cutie." Makayla says, then quickly ending the FaceTime call. I then check my snapchat before I go to bed. Alexis posted one thing on her story a picture of, Blake and her, it says, what a sweetheart. The other one is a picture of me and her, and it says, love you. I wish I could tell her I love you too. I check the snapchats but one snapchat catches my eye. Blake posted a pic of Alexis sleeping and it says, cutest sleeper ever. What the hell? She already moved on. Was what we had a joke? Did I mean nothing to her? So many questions, are running through my mind. I don't know what to do? I can't keep pretending like I'm okay. I have to go home for awhile. Tomorrow I'm gonna tell them I need a break, a time where I can get my life back together. Some time to be a 15 year old kid. For tonight I'm gonna go to bed try to get some sleep, I plug my phone in,go quick brush my teeth, and then take my shirt off. Then I lay down, and pull the blankets, up more. I then relax, and fall asleep it's been a very, very long day. Goodnight.