Secret Identity- One Direction Fanfic

Chapter 4

A/N:  Sorry I haven't updated in a while, my explanation is on the next chapter of Torn and Afraid which I am updating next.

Harry's POV-

"She was looking at some pictures." Eleanor said hoping that the other guys would catch on. All of our band nodded understandingly.

"Anyways Josh truth or dare?" Eleanor just continued the game.

"Dare" He sounded so confident, but knowing Eleanor he was in trouble. She is like the girl version of Louis, I think he forgot that.

""I dare you to put on some of the lingerie that Bella got from a shot." She said confidently, she got both Bella and Josh to blush while the rest of the guys were cracking up. Bella got up and went to go get it. She came down with a lacy bra,

"He is not putting on my undies." Bella stated giving the bra to Josh. She shot El a death glare and sat down. Josh put them on and them turned to Dani.

"Danielle, truth or dare?" He asked her still wearing the bra.

"Dare." 

"I dare you to put whipped cream on Liam's cheek and then lick it off." She just shrugged her shoulders and did it.

"Lily, truth or dare?" 

"Truth."

"Hmmm, what was the most embarrassing thing you have ever done?" Danielle asked mischievously. Lily almost instantly blushed.

"Well it was when we were about fourteen. We were having this family party thingy and I also invited Bella because that is what we always do. Well my family loves to play hide and seek in the dark. So everyone went down into the basement cuz it gets like pitch black down there. We have it all finished and there are carpets and chairs and couches down there. Well The person was almost done counting, and I still didn't have a hiding place. I ran full speed across the room, but the chair was there, so I thought I would go all Jacky Chan and I ran up the front and jumped off the back. My foot got caught on the back and I fell straight down. Besides that fact that it hurt a little, I was wearing a dress, so I flashed everyone." She explained at the speed of light. We continued the game for a while until the girls decided to go change into PJ's.

Bella/Lexi's POV-

We all went up to my room to get changed. The girls all pulled out cami and boyshort sets by VS. I think they all got them together because they were the same style, just different patterns. I have one of those button up collared shirts, but it was long and black silk. It was so comfy and I normally sleep in my underwear, so the silk keeps me cool.  Lily just has a regular long t-shirt by VS also. (PJ's link in comments) I know what your thinking, why are they only wearing long shirts when they are having a sleepover with guys. Well that is all we have because we are always hot. The only other thing we have are long pant and sleeves, so that would be way too warm. 

We all were walking down the stairs when I got a brilliant idea. I suddenly sprinted down the stairs and into the great room where everyone was. The girls also ran because of my sudden outburst.

"LET'S HAVE A BONFIRE!!!"  I yelled really excited. I think I kinda scared the guys because they all jumped. After they recovered from shock they all nodded and smiled. When the band as in Josh, Sandy, ect. saw my legs they gave me a disapproving look. Either they thought it was innopropriet to wear or the fact I have a huge thigh gap. I think it was the second sadly. Lily lead everyone outside, and I was about to follow when Jon and Josh pulled me over to the side.

"Lex, your gap has gotten bigger in the past month, we can all tell." Jon said sadly with Josh nodding in the back.

"I am sorry." I said boredly, they know I won't change. They know I CAN'T change. All around my exercise room are Ana quotes like 'Nothing tastes as good as skinny feel' and those kind of thing.

"That isn't going to cut it this time, what have you eaten today?" Josh stepped in.

"I had four pieces of grilled chicken from Chik-fil-a..."

"You went to Chik-fil-a without us!" Jon exclaimed

"Not the problem right now dude." Josh Gibbs smacked him. We all watch NCIS together religiously.

"Whatever, you are eating two smores and having a big glass of orange juice!" Jon said like that would fix everything, I would just get up early tomorrow and work it off.

"Do you know how many calories are in all of that!?!" I asked increduosly. Just because I would work it off, doesn't mean I won't fight it. "There are 38 calories for the marshmallows, 70 calories for the chocolate, and 160 for the graham crackers. Then the orange juice is 220 calories. That is more than I eat in a whole day normally. Are you trying to get me fired from my job!?!"

"That is a healthy amount of calories for a snack and then you are getting the fruit from the juice, I still don't get why you refuse to eat all the time." Josh stated nochalanty.

"I am like this because of HIM, you know that! and yet you work with that guy and left us for him!" I stated then stormed off to the campfire. When I got out there everyone turned to look at me.

"You okay Bella, we heard yelling, but didn't know what it was about." Zayn attempted cautiously.

"Yeah, Josh and Jon were just trying to change me again." Lily, Dan, and Sandy caught on and gave me disapproving looks while the otheres looked slightly confused.

"Anyways we got out the guitar and thought we could do some campfire songs before making s'mores." Niall said holding up his guitar. He started strumming a song I heard on the radio once before.

"It is called What Makes You Beautiful." Dan whispered into my ear.  Honestly it was another cliche pop song. I like songs with more meaning, like this song I wrote with Harry one time called Moments. He took the lyrics and score, but I still remember it by heart. We wrote it about my sister after she commited suicide. The next song everyone joined in including me, it was All you need is love by the Beetles. 

"After this song we will do marshmallows." Lily said after we finished. I heard the familiar strumming of the guitar. I couldn't put my finger on the song until Liam started singing.

Shut the door

Turn the light off

It too everything I had not to burst into tears right there on the spot, but I managed just to put my head down and keep them in. When Harry started his solo, that is when I couldn't take it any longer. The tears were streaming down my face. I quickly got up and ran inside.I went straight up to my room and sat on my bed and hugged my knees. I looked at the picture of my sister and I. We were really close, but I couldn't do anything from stopping her from that. I remember she would come home crying or just normally and I would just lay down in bed with her and try to comfort her. Someone cleared their throught and I whipped my head up to see...