"Wait..." felix spoke as he felt exhausted
"I feel sick...and now i got an headache too, hyunjin really wants to see me get hurt?" Felix thought
"Stop moving..." jay spoke in frustration as he prepared to punch felix
The guy next to hyunjin held felix's hands from behind so that he couldn't defend himself. Felix started to sweat and his heart raced.
"I haven't-" felix spoke but got shushed by the guy
As jay was about to punch felix, felix closed his eyes as tight as possible trying to convince himself that he could bare the pain once again and told himself that it's was not a big deal, but in reality, he was scared.
"Fuck...anytime now...just do it and get over with it...i feel like shit..." felix thought
"I really don't like you" jay spoke as he swung his fist in the air
Hyunjin quickly blocked the punch with his hand which was about to hit felix. Felix was waiting for it but opened his eyes as he was clueless about why he didn't get hit.
"What is....happening?" Felix thought
"Why did-" jay spoke but got cut off
"You really think you're something huh.?" hyunjin smirked
"You told me to-" jay spoke but got interrupted
"Just so you know...that, i am the only one who gets to hurt him. You hear me?" hyunjin spoke while felix was shocked
"What...are you .... a..are you insane? I mean-" jay spoke but got cut off
"I said did you hear me...or not?" Hyunjin spoke passive aggressively
".....yeah....i hear you..." jay spoke as he looked away
"Good..." hyunjin spoke as he shifted away making space for jay to leave
"Get out of my sight now, and you better remember it." hyunjin warned him as jay nodded and left
"What....was that..." the guy who held felix was confused along with felix
"Who do you think you are?." hyunjin asked as he glared at felix who avoided eye contact
"What the hell...is he on...fuck, i don't feel good.." felix thought
"Are you going to let go of his hands or?" Hyunjin spoke to the guy as he obeyed
"But....i don't get it...why did you-" the guy spoke but got cut off
"Go and fetch minho for me, will ya?" Hyunjin rolled his eyes
"Okay..." the guy responded and left
"Dizzy..." felix thought as he sat down suddenly
"I don't know...ugh...why would he..." felix thought
"Hey...get up.." hyunjin spoke in a husky voice which felt faint to felix's ears
"Huh....? Wh- hang on..." felix responded as he tried to get his composure under control
"I don't want you to think that i saved your ass, so get up..." hyunjin spoke lazily
"So pathetic...." hyunjin sighed as he pulled felix up after a while
"No...wait...." felix tried to resist but couldn't as he was being dragged by hyunjin
Hyunjin then pushed felix's head into the sink without any warning and turned the tap water on. The cold water hit felix's head and face making him squirm.
"Wait....stop...too rough..." felix tried to protest
"That's what will wake you up...now stop with the act yongbok.." hyunjin spoke as he gripped the back of felix's neck tightly
"It's not an act..i really feel sick..." felix coughed
"I probably have a fever...he really punched me hard.. a..and it still hurts. " felix breathed
"I don't care...yongbok..." hyunjin spoke as he pulled felix's head up
"What...would it take for you to forgive me?" Felix huffed
"Did he...by any chance...actually find out that it was me writing those letters? No...why am i thinking about this..." Felix thought
Hyunjin was annoyed and was about to leave when felix grabbed hyunjin quickly, almost back hugging him.
"He's going to be mad.." felix thought
"Wha-" hyunjin spoke suddenly but got cut off
"..if you leave me behind...i might pass out..." felix spoke without thinking
"Get off me!" hyunjin spoke coldly as he pushed him away
"It's not my problem..." hyunjin exhaled as he dusted his clothes
"Jay wasn't your problem either..but you still helped me" felix spoke feeling upset
"I didn't help you." Hyunjin spoke in frustration
"You did...if you didn't, then why wouldn't you let him hit me...?" Felix asked as he brushed his wet hair away from his eyes
"Yongbok...you're crossing the line here" hyunjin spoke with a nonchalant face
"Why? Why aren't you-" felix spoke but got cut off
"Jeez...you're so annoying...I'm done with your bullshit." hyunjin rolled his eyes as he turned around to leave again
"Why? Are you feeling provoked?" Felix asked as hyunjin paused
"Are you high?" Hyunjin scoffed
"What...no...i mean...." felix looked away nervously
"You did help me.. you stopped him from punching me didn't you?" felix spoke immediately
"Why would i help you yongbok? And why wouldn't i hurt you? I just didn't want him to get his ego satisfied, don't fool yourself yongbok. Also, i don't go around and hit people for no reason, so stop thinking i won't do that to you just because i haven't done it yet." Hyunjin spoke rudely which hurt felix's feelings
"Hahah..." felix laughed clearly feeling hurt by hyunjin's words again
"In this state....you're not capable to dance.. just fucking quit already and leave me alone." Hyunjin concluded lastly as he left
Felix was scared of the new strong feelings he was feeling towards hyunjin for the first time, he wasn't ready and he knew it wasn't okay for him to keep feeling this way. Felix knew he felt deeper and his fears were arising once again.
"What the fuck do i do now?" Felix thought
Felix wasn't prepared to deal with his feelings, he knew how messed up he got and how he failed to change it.
"I'm not into Changbin.. i just can't get enough of hyunjin..." felix spoke to himself as he looked at his face in the mirror in guilt
"Maybe i am going insane...really?" Felix bit his lip
"He didn't answer my questions...didn't give me any straight answers...and that gives me signs...that hyunjin definitely feels something about me too." Felix thought
"Even he has been lying." Felix thought
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