cruel summer x Conrad fisher

they all stand around me singing happy birthday to u

Belly conklin

I layed on my bed thinking... God! Today was one of the most confusing days of my life. I loved my gifts and my birthday was going great and then jere gives me a infinity necklace, I honestly didn't think he would remember that moment. But then at the party he felt so distant, so cold. Almost like he was mad at me. Him and steven had even cashed my date me and jere were always close so this year not being close to him dosent fell good. I went down to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water and saw him drinking milk straight from the carton
"Hey can't sleep?" I ask
"I can hear Nicole and conrad" he says making a disgusted face. I feel jealously claw its way into my stomach.. if I was feeling weird feelings for jere why was I still jealous Over Conrad? "Uh um... how's your summer fling" i ask "well I broke up with her, plus I'm not taking her to the ball" he says and I nod, "do u still love him?" He asked inwas caught by suprise "do you still have feelings for conrad?" He says i look at him dumbfounded "wht um no.. I don't" I say and he looks at me "good because your with cam" he says and I nod "jere I wouldn't" I say and he shrugs "you have been throwing shade and nic ever since u found put there dating"  he says "oh but didn't u do the smae thing by crashing my date" I say and he scoffs "what do u mean??"
He says "admit it you know WHT you were doing" I snap "what was I doing" He bites
"Reminding me that u existed." I gritted through my teeth hebrolled his eyes at me and walked away... "I heard that" taylor said the minute I climbed up to my room.
"Are we Over the fight?" I ask about to cry
"Yes, as long as u tell me" she said and I ploped on the bed. I poured my heart out to taylor... "I think Jeremiah is good for u" she says and I nod "but I've loved conrad all my life I love conrad" i say, and taylor freezes.
"Bells" she say I look behind and to my absolute horror see Jeremiah standing there. He looks at me and then walks away.. I try to call for him and he dosent wait
I dont bother begging I walk past Conrad's room and here  nicole say "I love you baby"
I wait for conrads response "I love u too" he said in a tone I've never heard from him..
I go to my room tell taylor I'm tired and cry myself to sleep.
Worst birthday ever!!

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Authors note -:

Hey guys, thank u so much for all the love you've been giving this book.. I appreciate it so much🥰 I hope all my swifties out there can spot the taylor swift references in the dialouge in the titles and in the names of some of my caracthers.. I love reading the feed back that u write it keeps me really encouraged tp finsh the book... 💖💖