cruel summer x Conrad fisher

and i might be ok but im not fine at all

Nicole Bennet

It's been two days since the incident and no one has said a word about it!
Conrad's been better he's been happy and I know it's breaking  sushanahs heart.
"Foutees" swalimior says today is my last day of rehearsals.. and the pre Deb Ball ceremony so everyone us here including moms and conrad! It's miserable.
"I want a mat" I say. Swalmior shakes his head no. "The full routine" he says and I take a deep breathe I start dancing one two three one two three I finsh my touting it's time for the foutees... I puase. "Go!" Swalmior says encouraging me I do one and fall.. "shit!" I say "take a brek" he says getting up stroking back his hair.
I stand up ny foot aches I hiss at the pain. The room falls silent "take of your shoes." Swalmior Said I looked away "now!" He scremed I flinched but I bend down and did as he said.  "Oh honey" mom said and swalimior just looked away.  "We have to cancel" he says "no we cant" I say fear rifling through me "I'm not ruining, your career for one show?"  Swalmior says "I can't cancel when it's sold out!" I say and he shakes his head "honey just sit, let me get u pain killer" Mom says "I don't need one"  I say "honey please" mom said again "I DONT WANT PILLS! I DONT TO BE DRUGGED OUT!" I screme and instantly regret it tears flow on my face "oh love" mom say and I just break...apart.." I gather myslef together and walk away. I call swalimior and let him know I'll do the show tomorrow but won't be showing up rehearsals. He seems concerned I tell him it's fine and hang up.

Later I get a knock on my door. "Hey" Conrad says "hi" I say he sits down I instantly go for a hug, he's so warm he's so comforting I kiss him he pulls away "hey we been to talk" he says I ignore him "no I don't want to talk I want to you to fuck me" I say before closing the door and taking of my clothes "nic.." Conrad says but I kiss him.. to shut him up. He pulls of his shirt. And I help him undo his jeansin one move I flip us over till he's ontop of me. I wrap my legs around his waist as he slips on a condom that I kept in my nightstand. "I think we should talk first" he says "just fuck me Connie" I say and he looks at me before thrusting into me I gasp and his pave quickens and he fucks me like it's the last time we ever would god it feels so good to have him inside of me.  I moan his name. Before bends down to nibble on my ears lightly. Before whispering "fuck baby your pussy feels so good when it's tightly wrapped around my cock" he says and I blush.. he's never talked dirty to me..  and he's never been hotter before.
I moan loudly as hus words help me ride of my orgasm. He pulls out and flips me over. Till I'm on my knees. He takes my hands and pins them behind my back so that ny face fall first into the mattress... before he enters me again... this time his thrusts are gut wrenching "yes baby that's a good girl" he praises again. I clench around his length and watch him shiver "Hmm u like that baby." I say doing it again this tike he moans
"Do it again... baby fuck it feels so good"
He says and I clench thightrr than ever. "Ohh fuck nic I'm gonna come" he says I clench again as he moans... the feeling of his hot realse through the rubber of teh condom pushes me to the finsh line and I realse all over his cock. He pulls out and cleans himself up before getting dressed. I do the same. We decide to cuddle and ge strokes my hair. "Hey what did u wanna talk about" I say and he looks at me
"Are you sure no one saw Me taht day" he says, and in this moment I couldn't lie to him and he knew it too my eyes told him enough "why didn't u tell me?" He asked
"Evryone told me not to." I say he looks at the floor "but u didn't tell them why did u
You Said it was stress or smt right?"  He says his eyes look wet. "Conrad I couldn't lie" I say to him and his eyes widen "but you could lie to me" he says and I look at him shaking my head no "moms depressed, I found this in her room she was priscibed it the day after!!" Conrad said handing me the bottle "gow could u do that? I told u I didn't wanna tell her!" He said I felt a tear run down my cheek "she deserved to know" I say crying now.. "Nicole, mom loved him and he had fucked up but after chemo her mental health wasnt going to be stable for like 3 more months! I wanted to tell her then when I knew she would take it better.
She finshed half the nettle in one day! Her mental isn't strong right now she could overdose and die!" Conrad said anger fuming through him! "I'm sorry I didn't know taht" I say and conrad pustules his hand on his forehead and starts pacing around the room "I didn't even notice how much it affected sushanah. I've been so busy with the show" I say and cinrad looks at me so much rage in his eyes "that's all u catr about? The show right u wouldn't have even come to cousins if not for the show?" He says "no that's not-" I say but he cuts me off
"What after this show your probably gonna go to some other place in the world. And forget all about me right?" He says the sadness visible in his voice. "No connie" I say. I'm crying so hard right now "but you would break up with me, to be living your career to the fullest right" he says and I go quite "you would" he says I can see the look of betrayal I'm his eyes "I can't belive u nic! You could have atelast said no! All you had to say is that you Care about me that u wouldn't just leave the minute you get the chance. Nicole all u have to tell me is that you will stay!" He says. And realization hits
He's breaking up with me "Conrad wait"  I say as he starts walking out the door "don't do this" I say and he ignores me. "Conrad!" I say "your the one doing this.. Nicole this is on you!" Conrad says before walking away
"I'm so sorry" I say "Connie im so sorry" I say but it's to late he's out the door.