Assassin's Innocent Love || Kth FF✅

Chapter - 33

I came into our sharing bedroom and immediately locked the door before sinking onto the floor sobbing badly. I have always been someone who never cared about love and relationships in my life. And I tried my best to not get attached to anyone because I knew how big of a distraction it can be but I still did the mistake, the mistake of loving someone so much that everything about them mattered to me.

When I met Taehyung for the first time I had no idea I will fall in love with someone like this. I found him attractive and I realised how my heart beat races around him, my stomach gets butterflies and I realised I have a crush on him thus accepting to date him. But when he started calming me down like no one else I realised I was in love with him. In my tough times I was always glad that I was having Taehyung beside me.

But the news that I got today in the morning shattered my heart into millions of pieces and I couldn't believe my eyes. If I would just be hearing it from someone else I would have never believed it, but I saw the video. The video where they are clearly sleeping together. And it felt like a dagger stabbing my heart very badly. I wanted to throw things and cry out loudly, I wanted to do anything needed to prove myself that this all is just a lie.

I wanted to scream at myself that Taehyung still loves you. I have seen that in his eyes but I didn't know what to believe and what not to believe anymore. My head hurted and so did my chest as I kept shedding tears. It was hurting very bad and I laid down on the cold floor unable to bear the pain and cried clutching onto my chest.

That's when I heard soft knocks on the door.

"Y/n please open the door love, you need to listen to me, I love you and only you no one else. Please open the door." He begged his own voice breaking with emotions and I sobbed harder but had to close my mouth to not let him know I was crying. I didn't wanted to be sympathised. I didn't want anyone to know how much broken I felt.

"Just go away from here, how could you do this to me? You said you love me and only me." My voice was laced with the betrayal that I felt. I hated when I was lied to. I despised this feeling of being cheated on. But maybe that's what comes along with the beauty of relationship. This was the dark side.

"Just for once Y/n let me hold you and tell you I didn't lie to you. I love you and only you. I can't even think of any other girl, you're the only girl I love. I swear on my parents I didn't cheat on you." Those words made me look towards the closed door. I had the strong urge to trust him to believe that he was saying the truth. He won't lie swearing on his parents. I knew that.

A part of me was screaming to open the door once and let him explain. But another part of me was against this whole idea. And a constant battle was going on inside me which ended when I heard his soft sob. Right now even if he was lying, I couldn't keep him locked out. So I stood up wiping my tears and slowly opened the door only to find him who was sitting on the cold floor.

His eyes were red and puffy just like mine making me realise he was crying too. But still I just couldn't trust him completely. Maybe because I saw the video and at this point an evidence like that had more power than the love I held for him.

He immediately stood up on his feet and tried to hug me but I took a step back, and the way he looked at me broke my heart once again. He lowered his hands nodding looking down tears falling and I felt my own eyes welling up. This time he held both of my palms and I couldn't push him away anymore.

Had I pushed him now, maybe I will never be able to forgive myself. He looked straight into my eyes while his thumb caressed the top of my palms.

"I don't know how to prove my innocence but I just know one thing, in my whole life before you I had no other girl and after you came, there was no question about other girls. You are my everything Y/N. The whole world can blame me but where will I go if you do the same? I don't need anyone else but only you to believe this is just a fake scandal and I really have no relation to the said lady.