Default Title - Write Your Own

Exam

THOMAS-

I fell asleep. I was doing my homework then suddenly I fell asleep on all the papers while sitting on the computer. It was in the middle of the night and the moon was shining in my window from my bedroom.

I woke up looking confused over what I was doing. Looking around the room then suddenly it hits me. We have an exam tomorrow! And I fell asleep practicing of boredom.. AGAIN! Oh my god.. I seriously cant believe it. Lets just say my grades kinda sucks and the only thing i do theese days is drawing, painting and being creative with hot guys. Yea. I'm gay. Got a problem with that?

I got up from the gaming chair and looked outside the window. I sighted. The clock was 2AM. I went outside and took with me my notebook. (For drawing more hot guys. JK)
You see outside my window there are some stairs that i climp up to the roof top because we live in an apartment. Or I live in an apartment with my mum who sometimes thinks I'm insane because I barely walk outside to see sunlight. But I swear I do. Or when Matt (Matthew)  forces me to.

Matt is my best friend. Without him what should I have done with my life. We have been best buds since we were kids. Around 5 years old. I think? Anyway.

I opened the window just above my bed and reached for the stairs that is about 23 centimeters away from my window. I climbed up and went on top of the roof looking at the moon. I sat down and began drawing. This time a dragon. I love dragons.
I took a deep breath of the calming breeze of the night that makes me feel so much better. I've dealt with a lot of social anxiety lately and I found out that the only way to calm myself down is going outside being alone and feeling the nature around me.

I have autism. That might be one of the causes and reasons why I'm both gay, and struggle with socialicing. Thought I do survive without passing out in the store, haha.

6 HOURS LATER.
*The alarm went off and I woke up groaning* Fuck. Today is the exam! I got up from my bed quickly as possible, put on a white shirt and black pants and ran out of the room. My mum had probably already went working before knowing I was on overtime. I got out of the apartment with my backpack with just my computer for the exam.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. I cant be late for my first exam! Who knows what jobs I will get because of this incident and how lazy I am! I'll probably end up with a fucking job working as a unpaid gartner cutting grass.

Once I got to school I rushed to the class room. And the teacher didnt look so happy. Miss.Bernald told me to take a seat with her usual grumpy voice. That teacher must be tierd of her job more than anyone. For real.
Under the exam I honnestly felt the gut to put a gun to my head because what the hell were theese questions. I'm failing more than ever on this test. They seriously ask the most nonsense questions, unless its my autistic brain who happens to not understand theese questions which everybody else does. Fuck.

After the exam was done (finally) I met up with Matt my best friend since childhood. We usually went home at his place to do astrology (without the math part) and watch a bunch of lame YouTube videos. 'Hey, care to join me home today?' Matt asked. 'Uh sure. I mean like we usually do right?' he smiled at me, and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach again. Why do they always keep comming when He smiles like that. I mean he doesnt give me gay effects right. Right?

'Oh shit. Im sorry Tom. Looks like I have work to do at home. We cant meet up today' Okay now the butterflies are gone. And I got nothing to do at home so I guess I'll just do my sleep routine. Lovely. Matt saved me goodbye then suddenly one of thoose bullies dults me in the shoulder. A tall blonde guy named Scott with a muscular body went up to me and gave me a grin. 'Tom isn't it?' I rolled my eyes. Seriously he had to show up of all times! Him! I cant explain how much I hate this man. Guy. He is not a man, lets call him tiny boy who thinks he is better than everyone else. 'Just leave it Scott' I said with a little hint of frustration in my voice. This cant be possibly worse than it already is.