This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I am right song
My powers turned up
Starting right now I'll be strong
So my dad died two years ago in August and I don't know how I feel about it. My grandmother (his mom) took all of his things. They all belonged to me according to the law and all she gave me was a few shirts. And five dollars. Who the heck wants five dollars? WELL DUH I WANT FIVE DOLLARS BUT I ALSO WANT MY DEAD FATHER'S THINGS!
For the past two years she has been sending me gift cards every once and awhile. I guess she wants her granddaughter to trust her again. Sure the money is great is stuff. I'm glad I get it... but it's not worth it comparing to my dad's ashes and all if his sentimental things. I would have let her keep some things also but really she needs everything? She sold half of it and it just made me mad. I might have even cried more about her than I did at my father's hospital bed. It's not fair. She was all like "he is my son" and I'm like "HE IS MY FREAKING DAD" Also as I was emailing her to ask her to give me MY stuff she thought it was my mom and step dad talking to her. She thought they wanted to steal all of his things. Something must be wrong with her because my mom is the one person who loves me most. My mom and I have agreed to not let me talk to her in till I am older and know how to deal with these kind of situations. Personally, I just want to get all of this over with. What is the point of hiding from her? She knows my phone number... my address... one day she could just show up at our house unannounced. Hmm... I wonder what my mom would think of that
In my grandma's cards that she sends me is a fifty dollar gift card that once was to Justice but now it has turned to Target (perfectly happy about this) the card that comes with it is filled with sappy words saying how much she loves and misses me. If she really loved me, she wouldn't make my Aunt pay her for my dad's things to give me. I guess she really is that desperate for money. She is even living with my Uncle right now because she doesn't have enough money to buy a house. Don't think that I am being rude accepting these cards. She uses my grandfather's money (they are divorced) for my gift card. She can't pretend that I don't know. I honestly cant believe it has been two years since she last took my dad and I to breakfast. I just want to go back to one of those days and tell my father how much I really love him.
This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I am right song
My power's turned up
Starting right now I'll be strong
