My feelings are a mess. Y'all don't know me but I am here to tell you... I am not a very well organized person. I make big mistakes. Sometimes I expect people to fix them for me... but I know that's impossible. I have to do it myself. The only problem is.... I don't want to look stupid. My best friend hates me. My best friend of three years. I don't even care anymore if he actually cares about me. I care about him enough to know that I just want to be his friend. Yeah he isn't ever talk to me again. What's the point.
