What if i say no

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"It's one thing to be in love, but it's something else entirely to be willing to sacrifice everything for it." - Unknown

December 10th: We had just got back on the bus; we had just played Chelsea and won 4-1. The main topic throughout the bus was the transfer window. You and Jen were sitting next to each other. On the opposite side, Beth and Viv sat. You and Beth were nearest to the window with your partners next to you. Beth and Jen were talking as you and Viv just sat and listened. The topic of transfers comes up. Everyone knows that you and Jen's contracts run out in January.

"Are you going to sign new contracts this season?" You and Jen had put a lot of thought into it. Jen had already started to get offers, a lot from the NWSL. You had received some offers as well, so you had decided that Jen was going to go to the NWSL and you somewhere in Europe. You had done this countless times, but something about this didn't feel the same. Jen glances over at you.

"We talked, and we decided if things don't change with the offers, I'm going to go to the NWSL and Y/N somewhere in Europe."

You just hum. "What about you, Viv?" It was no secret in the team that Viv was unhappy. The way she was being treated was wrong, but there's nothing anyone can do about it.

"I haven't decided anything yet, but if I don't, my contract runs out in July, so I guess I'll just see what happens." After that, the other two go back to talking.

January 2nd: Kim Little has invited the whole team around for a team bonding session. Training didn't start for another few days, but as the transfer season is now open, this is probably the last time that this team will play together. We needed to be at her house at 5 p.m., and it's currently 4:56. You two just pulled into her street. A few cars you recognize. Jen pulls into an open spot, turns off the car, and gets out. She always insists on opening the door for you. You walk up to the house, knocking on the door. You wait for someone to answer. Kim finally opens it.

"Hey, come in. A few of the girls are already here." Walking into the main room, more than half of the team is there. You and Jen separate and go talk to different people. You walk over to Frida, Lia, Amanda, Stina, Katie, and Caitlin.

"Hey, Y/N."

You stand next to Lia. "Hey." You had not seen each other since the 21st, as everyone left for where they were spending Christmas on the 22nd.

"How was Christmas?" Everyone talks about what they did and random stuff. Once again, the transfer topic comes up.

"Y/N, have you and Jen chosen what teams you're going to?"

You had thought about it for the last month but had yet to pick one. "Jen has; I haven't yet, though."

January 19th: You had just finished training. You had been thinking about it and didn't know who to talk to, so when you bump into Kelly Smith, it feels like a blessing.

"Hey, Kelly, can I ask you something?"

She had always said that if any of you needed help, you could ask her, and now you need that help.

"Yeah, what's up?"

You look around to make sure that nobody is near. "How did you know you were making the right choice when you retired?"

She takes a moment to think. "I knew I was making the right decision when I looked at all the things I had achieved, and when I thought about it, I felt at peace that I had done everything I could and won everything I could. I knew I was doing it for the right reasons."

Hearing her say that really helped. Realistically, there was nothing else you could win—you won the Euros with England, came second in the World Cup, had Olympic medals, and played for Barca. You had done it all. You nod your head.

"Thank you for saying that."

You go to the changing room and see everyone. You get changed.

January 30th: We are standing in our back garden. It was Jen's goodbye party. A few people were talking, a few eating, and a lot playing football. You and Jen are standing on the deck at the top of the garden. Her arms are wrapped around your back as your head is on her chest.

"Jen."

She hums to show that she's listening.

"What if I say no to all the teams and come with you? I don't want to be separated anymore. I'm happy with everything I've achieved; there's nothing left to do."

She pulls back a little to look at you, her eyes searching yours for any sign that you're lying.

"Are you serious?"

You nod your head as your voice seems to have disappeared.

Jen's expression softens as she looks you in the eye. "Are you sure? There's a lot to consider—what if you regret it? What if you miss out on opportunities that could have come your way?"

You squeeze her hands gently. "I know there are risks. But I think the chance to be together and not worry about when the next time we get to see each other is worth it. I want to wake up with you next to me. I've done everything I have ever wanted for my career; there's nothing left to accomplish."

She holds you in a tight hug. "If this is what you truly want, then come with me."

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