After a few days, I continued with my side job for Fino. During this time, we grew closer. It was like we were friends helping each other out.
Through our experiences, I realized that nothing is truly impossible. Things moved quickly. When I discovered Fino's true character, I understood that there really are no limits in this world. I never imagined that we could become friends, yet it's happening now and I don't regret it.
Now, I'm back at Fino's unit. About to commit another sin against my boyfriend. But on the other hand, it's also a way to ease my problems. After I complete this task for Fino, Beatrice and I will finally be free. We'll rise again.
"You know what? It's a bit weird," Fino pouted. I can’t help but giggle when he does that. His appearance might be rugged, but when it's just the two of us, he acts like a kid.
"Your body is so seductive. Watching you is such a delight. But why is it like that? Why aren't your videos surpassing 50K views?" He frowned. "They are disrespecting your body, f*ck them."
I shrugged. "I don't know, beats me."
"If this continues, it might take you longer to earn from making videos. From my calculation, our first Pornhub payout won't even reach a hundred grand."
I blinked, feeling a sudden disappointment. "Just 100K?" My goodness, my father owes him 20 million. How many more videos do I need to make to fully pay that off?
"We need a fresh idea," Fino rested his head on his arms on top of the the table.
I playfully imitated him, and he gave me a smile as I did. "And what's that fresh idea of yours?"
He stared at me for a few seconds, as if hesitating whether to say it or not. But eventually, he managed to open his mouth and speak. "Let me fuck you."
I choked on my own saliva upon hearing that. I coughed. "Are you crazy?" I continued coughing.
"Why? Because many viewers are requesting it in your videos. They want me to fuck you."
He grinned. Over the past few days of filming videos together, he only goes as far as foreplay with me. He hasn't crossed any boundaries yet, and I have no plans for that to happen.
"Listen, Lara," he looked at me with determination. "Imagine the viewership we could get from that. From what I've seen on Pornhub – well, according to my preference, homemade videos are hotter to watch. The guy holding the camera while he's having sex with the girl. Especially when there's dialogue. Shit, and incest?"
I winced. Is that really what guys are into? Incest? Enrique hasn’t mentioned anything like that to me before. But if they do, they are freaking disgusting.
"Believe me, it will be a hit."
I sighed. I took a moment to think and analyze the situation. If that were to happen, Fino would surely have complete control over me. If that were to happen, my guilt towards Enrique would escalate... But is it worth it? Is the money I'll get from it worth it?
After taking another deep breath, I answered myself. Yes. Because I don't have a choice. What else can I use to pay off Fino? Of course, nothing.
This fucking life, I always feel like I have no choice.
"So, what now? Are you in?" Fino persisted.
Reluctantly, I nodded. With a grimace, I wanted to collapse on the floor. My life is fucking cursed, really. It's like I don't even have the right to have the slightest bit of pride in my body.
"There you go!" Fino exclaimed, practically ready to applaud in delight. The joy in his eyes told me he was already imagining me on his bed.
"FILMING now," Fino announced after an hour of planning. He even created a script for us, something easy to memorize.
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The Lucky Fan (English Version)
General FictionDesperate times, dangerous choices. Lara Alonzo's world shatters when her father's death leaves her drowning in debt. Struggling to support her little sister on a waitress's pay, she faces an impossible choice: lose everything or step into the shad...