long way home

guilt

Yes, I broke up with Luke Hemmings and tore up his heart. It's something I carry on my shoulders every day. I miss him so much and not a day goes by where I don't regret it. I have a reoccurring dream where I wake up in his arms and he whispers, "everything will be okay." Sadly I wake up and see that that isn't true. I broke up with him because the fame was too much to handle for an ordinary girl like me. When did someone's love life become headlines on tabloids? Then I realized they didn't care if we were in love, the media only cared about if Luke came over that night or if I went over to his house. That's when I couldn't take it any more. I have him the whole, "it's not you it's me", speech. He left and never called me again. It's been two months. The only thing on the cover of magazines now is: LUKE HEMMINGS ALCOHOL ABUSE. Yes, I broke up with Luke Hemmings and tore up his heart.