Jake webber x Johnnie guilbert/Jahnnie | ONESHOTS |

i told you so.

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3th person pov:

It was middle of the night and johnnie was sleeping beside his beautiful wife joanne.
Yesterday was his wedding. It went perfect, better than he could ask for. who wouldn't be happy to marry such an beautiful,amazing and kindhearted woman. It was perfect right? Still when everyone was gorgulating him, one person couldn't leave his mind. And it wasn't joanne.

Johnnie wakes up. He sits up on their shared bed quickly breathing hevealy.
'i can't do this'. He slowly moves his glaze to the woman sleeping next to him, the moonlight shining on her dark hair and pale face. She looked beautiful. Johnnie looks outside of the big window next to their bed looking at the house next to theirs. The windows were dark with no light inside the house, everyone was sleeping.

it was quiet the only thing making noise was the clock on their wall with many photos of them, johnnie and joanne.Johnnie chances his glaze to his lap. He buries his face to his hands as He feels tears starting to form in his eyes.

Johnnie couldn't get him out of his mind, 'he' was the same person who was in his mind in the wedding. The wedding where he married a woman he didn't love. 'he' was jake webber. The only one he ever loved, the only man he ever loved.

He met jake in highschool. He always stand out. He didn't call johnnie names for who he was, he made johnnie love himself for who he was. He was perfect, he didn't judge people or was never mean to anyone. They grew up in kansas.everyone else judged them both there, but it didn't matter because they had eachother.

They had a secret place where they would go togehter to smoke and talk about everything until it was dark. After that they would walk home and say goodbye. Jake was always laughing and trying to make things better, he was the definition of joy. He didn't try in school cause he always told johnnie "one day i'll be famous and then i don't need to know math" johnnie used to laugh at jakes confidence.

An image of jake walking beside johnnie the setting sun making his red hair shine while he had the most heartwarming smile on his face popped on johnnies mind. Jonhnie felt tears Stream down his face. When jake and johnnie grew up, they moved to los angeles together. They lived in the same house, they were always togehter. People used to tell them that they were soulmates, which they were. They were bestfriends. As the time passed johnnie started to realise that the feelings he always had for jake, weren't platonic.

They're friendship started to become less and less platonic. jake noticed this, but johnnie didn't. They would kiss eachother sometimes on new years, or partys in like a bestfriend way. They both didn't think it was platonic, but they never showed it. They would find both of them blushing and making awfully long eyecontacs, but it didn't mean anything right?

One day when johnnie got home jake said he had something to talk to johnnie about. Johnnie wished that that conferstation never happened. He said that he felt like there was something more between them than friendship, and that he knew that johnnie also noticed it. Johnnie said to jake that he didn't know what jake was talking about, that he thought that this was only platonic. Johnnie still remembers the fight they had word for word.

"Remember when we kissed outside on the rain when i went to my parents for a month, when we were both sober? When we promised we'll never leave eachother and we'll marry eachother one day? When we sat outside for hours in the sunset talking about what we love about eachother? When you said that i'll be the only one you'll ever love and i said the same to you? Was taht platonic to you johnnie?!?!"

"Yes i don't know what you were thinking this is but to me it was just a friendship"

Johnnie knew jake was right, he loved jake but he coudn't tell him that. He Thought that he couldn't be gay. He will forever remember the tears in jakes eyes as johnnie  kept denying that he didn't see anything romantic in their relationship.

"I..don't love you like that."

The words johnnie would to anything to change for something else. He remembers how jakes face went blank. How he looked like someone took his heart and stepped on it.

"okay. I guess this is it then. But don't say i didn't tell you so when you miss me years later"

Then jake packed his bags and left. The day johnnies heart broke. He lost his life purpose and soulmate. It was now excatly 3 years from that. Johnnie was living with his wife on a big house and a good job. Jake was doing music and was doing really good at it, he had millions monthly listeners on spotify. He had succeed on his dream that johnnie always laughed about.

Johnnie was now full on crying. He felt his face red and hot from all the tears. He wished he had done things differently.
He couldn't take it anymore. He can't be marrying a woman he didn't love, this wasn't what he wanted. Johnnie stood up, he checked the time and it was 00:02 at midnight.

This isn't how he's gonna live his life.

A/n THIS IS BASICALLY HALF ON THE SONG GOOD LUCK, BABE BY CHAPPEL ROAN. I LIKED WRITING THIS AND I KKNDA LEFT THIS HANGING SO I MIGHT DO A PART 2

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