Life in the Kingdom of Greria was many things, but it wasn't easy. Not for your kind.
Your villages were small and few, riddled with illness and poverty. Children were forced away from their families for better lives as servants or soldiers, while the elderly were left to rot alone under tattered roofs. Their loneliness was common, expected, even, since most families were prematurely broken by the aristocracy or by death.
The Nilfyn didn't burn down your homes, but their indifference to your suffering might've as well. Their biases killed and tortured and rippedlittle children from their mothers' desperate arms. Ruled by an uncaring king and a heartless aristocracy, being born human was condemnation in Greria.
Some might say that you were one of the lucky few. Donated to the Ērmār of House Amaranthine when you were six, you hadn't set foot in a human village ever since. You were fed and sheltered, and that was a luxury more than most could afford.
The Ērmār was an austere lady. It was rumored amongst the palace servants that her heart was made of an iron so cold it never warmed up.
House Amaranthine operated on that coldness.
The life you led was governed by countless, unchanging rules. You had to watch your every word and action in order to keep your neck intact. And as one of the human Azārāhis, trained to be sacrificed on the first line of defense, you were under the Ērmār's direct examination. She could deem you unfitting or insolent at any moment, and your life would be tipped over with a wave of her hand.
You were given the merest respect for being an Azārāhi when strolling through town, but you were still a human girl in a warrior's uniform. A sacrificial lamb. That Azārāhi title was hollow.
And you were reminded of its emptiness when the Ērmār summoned you to train with her son.
Sōrsānt Hyunjin was a presence whispered in the shadows and not uttered aloud in the palace. Very few of you had laid eyes on the House's only heir, but you all heard about his mother's contempt for him. The Ērmār was harsh, but she was the harshest on him.
No one understood her reasons, neither did any pity the Sōrsānt. He was a Nilfyn aristocrat after all, with enough privilege to distribute amongst a village and still have an abundance to spare. If anything, you found him pathetic.
And your notion of him was fortified when you first dueled with him. You recognized the insult of your new role as his training partner, and you had expected him to plunge his Kizāri into your chest when he had the chance. You had expected him to show the Ērmār that he wouldn't let her humiliate him. You had expected him to kill you because that was how things worked in House Amaranthine.
But he hesitated. And he damned the two of you in that fraction of a second.
Weakness was unforgivable. It was a sin. You couldn't think of a single valid reason for his reluctance, and you didn't want to know. The Sōrsānthad no business sparing a random human, and if you wanted to keep your place in the palace, then such an incident could not reoccur.
That was what you woke up to ensure.
Just like the previous day, you waited in the Sōrsānt's training court after finishing your drills. The sun was barely awake, its gradual light painting the slumbering sky in golden hues. It was better that way. If the Ērmārwanted you to train during every waking hour, then you had to be up before the sun itself.
You didn't wait long before Hyunjin appeared, striding out of the lacquered doors with an ease that could only be found in those carrying aristocratic blood. Something akin to anger twitched in his jaw when his gaze settled on you for the briefest moment. It was as though he were upset by the fact that you arrived before him.
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Roseborn | Hwang Hyunjin
Fanfiction"The ravenous fire that crackled in your souls was one and the same, stoked by repressed fear and the overwhelming desire to survive in a world that only valued material power." In their desperate battle to survive the harsh aristocracy, the desire...