Can we fall in love (lee know)

worries

Flashback:

Suddenly someone came in "oi you okay haneul"chan asked. He then saw us and his eyes widened.

It mus have looked so wrong lee know had pulled me on the bed so that I was seated beside his laying position my arm was in his hand and our faces were directly beside eachother."omg what are you guys doing" chan asked.
"그것은 보이는 것과는 다르다(it's not what it looks like)"lee know said."그럼 그게 뭐야?
(What is it then)"chan asked. I understood that sentence even though he was speaking korean "he woke up while I was trying to get his laptop and stopped me by pulling me close.He then asked me what I was doing I told him but then you came in" I said as fast as I could."oh ok, so lee know can she use your lap top?" Chan asked. Lee know nodded. "Sorry"he said in his cute korean accent and hugged me slightly he then bowed. I was shocked bcs it's uncommon to hug someone that you don't know that much in Korea.I bowed to him "괜찮아요(it's okay)"I said. "Good night" I told him. "Good night" he said still in his cute englisch accent. Chan took my arm and pulled me away I waved to lee know. Chan walked downstairs with me. "Yah do you like him I mean in a crush way" chan said. I mean my heart does stop everytime I look at him or he's near me and I feel weird around him but still "I don't think so" chan just looked at me. "Ah okay" I looked at the clock and saw it's 3 in the morning "try to sleep haneul I know it's hard but you gotta try" He said. "Ok" I said."Good night" we both said at the same time. We laughed. I then walked upstairs but I slipped and cursed on korean. "U sound like a korean mom"
He said laughing."yah"I took my slippers of and threw it after him. He couldn't react fast enough and it landed directly in his face. We both started laughing really hard. After chan heard my laugh he started to laugh even more. After we had calmed down he finally gave me my slipper back. I took it and walked to my bedroom. I put on my pyjamas:

I looked at the bed and sighted. I then laid down and closed my eyes I didn't sleep until 1 hour later where I finally started drifting of into sleep. I slowly woke up and looked at my clock 11 am. I decided to go shower I stood up and felt the pain from the wounds from yesterday but I ignored them. I went inside looking at my phone checking my messages when I bumped into something wet. I looked up and saw lee know only in a towel. I fast ran inside my room but realised that I had run into his "shit" I turned around and got slammed into a wall with an hand behind my head. "Did you cut yourself?"
Lee know asked. He held the razor blade with blood on it in my face. I gulped. "Did you" he asked more intensely. I slowly nodded my head as a single tear ran down my face. I felt his two strong arms wrap around me. I put my head in his neck crying into it.I don't know how he knew the English maybe he had googled."shhh" he whispered. I stopped crying and bowed mumbling a quiet thank you before walking away. I walked into the bathroom and got ready I put some make up on. And then put on this fit:

I knew I would sweat in it but I didn't care I just didn't want to show any skin.
I walked downstairs. And saw felix and changbin eating "oh hi sleeping beauty you slept really long " felix said with his sunshine smile. I smiled at him "good morning felix" "do you want to eat cornflakes we have some" changbin asked. "No I'll just take an apple" I said
He pointed to where the apples are. I wanted to eat cornflakes but I knew that I needed to get thinner if I really wanted to be an kpop idol. I ate my apple and decided to go jogging. I kept the outfit on and went outside. I started jogging. I knew that some people were staring but I didn't care. I then remembered the scene from marvel where captain america kept on saying left to falcon and needed to laugh. I realised that I didn't know where I was and decided to jog back. After what felt like hours I finally saw the house. I went inside and saw an worried chaeyeon and two worried skz members named chan and lee know Chris immediately walked to me and hugged me. "Where were you all day" he asked "I was worried " said chaeyeon. "I was just jogging why?" "You were away for one and a half hours "chan said "I must have lost track of time sry" I said to them. Lee know then hugged me. I was surprised. " I was worried" he said with his accent. "Did you learn English?" I asked while looking at him. He nodded. I smiled at him. "Haneul I have the laptop chan said and gave it to me thanks I said. I decided to go upstairs and work on a song. Lee know kept checking up on me. It was cute but why was he worrying so much. I just kept working till deep in the night. At 0' o'clock I went downstairs and saw bang chan. I greeted him and sat beside him. We both worked.

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This chapter was a bit shorter but I still hope u guys liked it have a good day

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