Can we fall in love (lee know)

Insomnia

Time skip: in the car

Chaeyeon, me, and Emma were seated in the car. Chan said in the front seat, and we were waiting for some of the members. The door opened, and Lee know looked inside. He turned around after he saw me and let han go in first. "Hi" han said smiling at me. "Hi"I said smiling at him. Lee know sat beside han. "What was your name again?"He asked."Haneul,and what should I call u?" I said."Just call me jisung" he answered. "What music do you listen to except us?"."I like Black pink,(G)-idle and Bts why?"I said "because we gotta listen to something right?"said chan while driving."so u guys wanna listen to Whistle or ddu-du ddu-du?"chaeyeon asked from behind me."ddu-du ddu-du everyone said at the same time.We all laughed.Chan put the music on.Everyone started singing to it having different parts me and Emma started singing to jisoo's part,while chan han and chaeyeon rapped,lee know than started singing alone.Gosh his voice is so beautiful how could someone be so perfect. He finished it and everyone (except chan because he was driving) started going crazy to the du du du part.We finished the song and whistle started playing we all started singing and rapping to every song till Christopher put mirror on and the boys could sing it perfectly singing they're lines while I sang seungmins and felix's lines,Emma sang woojins and hyunjins and chaeyeon started singing I.n.'s and changbins lines. The song stopped and lee know said something "목소리가 참 좋은 하늘님 메인보컬도 되고 에이스도 되어야 할 것 같아요 (your voice is beautiful haneaul you should be the main vocalist and maybe an ace too)" Emma then translated the sentence to me and I blushed really hard."감사합니다(thank you)" I said bowing a bit.I the realised something."Emma,chaeyeon our parents" they both looked at me. Emma called her parents first and they were happy about it. After that chaeyeon called her parents and they were a bit worried about her going that far away but they were okay with it. I gulped as it was my turn now. I took out my phone and dialed my mom's number."Hi how are you" said my mom. "Uhm I have to tell u something" I said scared of her reaction."What is it" she asked. "I went to the auditions and I got accepted but me and the others were so good that JYP wanted us to get in an group so we're flying to Korea soon"I rambled. "YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BECOME AN KPOP IDOL YOU ARE 16 YEARS OLD AND SHOULDN'T BE IN THE INTERNET YET. U LITTLE PIECE OF SH*T WHY CAN'T U BE LIKE UR BROTHER. YOUR NOT GOING THERE ,YOUR GONNA STUDY TO BE A DOCTOR"She screamed at me. Han looked shocked like everyone else in the car."P-pls m-mom it's-" I said with an broken voice but I got cut off by her "NO" she said. han held my hand."p-please m-mom please please please I-i love dancing please"I begged her "YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DISSAPOINTING B*TVH FORGET ABOUT US WE'RE NOT GOING TO SUPPORT YOU YOUR NOT A PART OF THIS FAMILY ANYMORE GO TO KOREA AND DON'T BEG US LATER FOR MONEY" she said hanging up."We arrived" chan said.there was an little house infront of us we went inside while I was still crying. Lee know held my hand the whole time and led me to an bed "괜찮아요 (it's ok)"he said while hugging me."죄송합니다(sorry)" I said quietly before he left. I turned around and saw a door.I walked to it and opened the door revealing a bathroom. I saw a razor I looked around and spotted a first aid kid. I took the blade from the razor and started digging it into my skin at parts of my body that no one would see. I let some of the hot blood run down my skin before getting a first aid kid and closing my wounds. I the cleaned up and put the razor blade away. I went to my bag and put and overzised hoodie and baggy pants out and put them on. I got my skin care out and did my evening routine before going on my phone and looking at my massages. I clicked on a massage from my mom.

Mom: I talked to your school send them an email that u want to quit ugly girl

Me: ok

I wrote the email and got a notification.

Brother and 2 other contacts have blocked you

I sighed and closed my eyes. But today wasn't the day for sleep my insomnia kicked in. I have to fight with my thoughts for the rest of the night.after a while of laying down I decided to go downstairs. I walked down and saw Christopher sitting on the couch looking at his laptop. I started walking upstairs again until I heard his voice "hey haneul right ?"he said. I turned around and walked downstairs "yes haneul, what should I call you ?" "Chris" I sat beside him on the couch."What you doing?" "Producing music" he said. "Can you show me how?" I asked him "sure" He started explaining how to do it. He also told me that he often gets ideas when he can't sleep. He already seemed like a father figure to me. Maybe I nedded one after I lost my own."you wanna try?"he asked me. "But it's your computer" I said. I Mean who wouldn't like to listen to all the unreleased skz songs. Plus I could steal chans lap top (if u know u lee know🙃) "I'll get lee knows he'll be ok with it I'm just gonna download everything. Tomorrow you can start. I mean you have some free time." He said. "Just get his laptop for me, he has it on his night stand" Chris said I nodded."Wait which one is his room. "The one you share the bathroom with." He answered. Shit I think I put the razor blade into the cabin."ok" I said to him. I want upstairs and went into his room he was sleeping in his bed. From the little light that I had I could see how cute he was. I went to get his laptop but before I could lift it up lee know took my hand and pulled me close to him. He looked at me "what are you doing in my room" he asked in an angry voice while tightening his grip around my hand. I whimpered bcs of his strength. "Chan told me to get your laptop" I said.I was begging in my head that he wouldn't ask why cause that would be embarrassing. "Why" he asked. Yep there you go haneul how are you gonna explain it to him."he wanted to get me an program for music production on an laptop so I could try out" I said. He looked me deep in the eyes literally looking into my soul. Suddenly someone came in "oi you okay haneul"chan asked. He then saw us and his eyes widened.

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