ED-Racha [Alternate]( Read description)

We all make mistakes

It was a long day. The boys were mostly all asleep (Except for ED-Racha of course) Han, Hyunjin, Felix, and Jeongin were all sitting out on the patio with the fire lit and all had drinks in their hands. They had been avoiding food all day so they felt like having a few drinks wouldn't be the end of the world. "I swear, if Chan catches onto me I'll kill myself" Jeongin leaned back in his chair, tilting his head back with an exhausted sigh. Han chuckled slightly, "I get what you mean with that, Lino has slowly been questioning my recent drop in weight..I just tell him it's because of the new comeback and intense training, you know?" Hyunjin smiled slightly, "Oh yeah, I'm so worried about Felix catching onto me." Both Hyunjin and Felix laughed slightly while the other two smiled and shook their heads. They threw around playful banter as the night went on. Eventually Jeongin went inside, and it was just Han, Felix, and Hyunjin. They sat and talked as usual, talking mainly about bulimia stories. "One time, one time alright? We were in a different state on a school trip, so we were in the bathroom with a bunch of our classmates. we would wait until everyone was done and as quickly as possible get everything up, so we got left behind a few times." Hyunjin told that story while they all three drunkenly laughed. "Oh my lord, there was one time during a 3racha tour where Chan caught me and I played it off like I was sick and we cancelled our meeting for the day" They once again broke into a drunk laugh all at once. 

Later when all the boys went inside, Hyunjin and Felix were sitting in Hyunjin's room. Hyunjin was sitting at his desk while Felix was finding something to play on the TV. "Felix, look at this" Hyunjin held up a large orange pill bottle. It was his old prescription of Buspirone. "Had you lost that or something?" Felix sounded slightly amused as he spoke, rolling the chair he was in over to Hyunjin. "We could crush them up and do a line?" Hyunjin suggested, somewhat jokingly, but Felix didn't take it much as a joke. "We could.. I mean if he did half a pill, we'd be fine." Felix took the bottle from Hyunjin reading the dosage label. "Just half a pill. How would we cut it?" Hyunjin looked around his desk, spotting his pocketknife. "Yeah, just use your pocketknife, I'll grab something to crush it with." Felix placed the bottle back on his desk, walking to his room to grab something. Hyunjin took out one pill, cutting it in half and waiting for Felix. Felix came back with an old card and a lighter. (DO NOT USE THIS INFORMATION TO DO THIS!!!) Felix sat down at his desk crushing both halves of the pill and lining it up. "I'm kind of nervous, we haven't done this in a WHILE" Hyunjin leaned back, taking a breath. Felix smiled, laughing slightly. "You don't have to." Hyunjin shook his head, leaning down and within seconds, the line was gone. Felix did the same and leaned back. 

Five minutes later, their heads were fuzzy, and their bodies were tingly. "I missed this feeling..Like.. a lot." Hyunjin said, leaning back in his chair with a laugh. "Mhm...this is a nice feeling. I like it." Felix leaned back as well, matching Hyunjin. They sat in silence for about five minutes, just rocking back and forth in their chairs. "I've never felt so calm...It's so weird" Hyunjin laughed slightly, Felix laughing alone and nodding his head. "Yeah, it is weird.." Felix agreed. At some point they began watching TV, just some show they found, but it kept them entertained until they fell asleep.