[Book Three] Not So Brittle [IDOLiSH7 Love story]

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Ayano enjoyed her night playing games with Tenn and Gaku until Tenn got tired and went to bed. Then it was just Gaku and her, which she didn't mind. She just chose to move closer to him and snuggle against his chest with her eyes shut. "Gaku...Thank you so much for caring so much for me."

"Why wouldn't I care about my beautiful girlfriend? I hated what my father had said to you, he never should have compared you to your mother. It'd be like if someone were to compare him and I together-we are completely different from one another." Gaku said as he wrapped his arms around her tightly

Ayano nuzzled her head against his chest as she held onto him. she then broke down crying against him. "I hate that people only see my mother in me. I've never met my mother and I already hate her. I hate that I've only been a little mini-me of her. Why can't people see me for me instead of her?"

Gaku frowned and rubbed her back comforting her in silence as Ryu and Mika came through the doors half plastered. When the two of them saw that Ayano was in tears against Gaku-they realized then why Gaku wouldn't pick them up and why he had said what he had to Ryu. Mika felt like a horrible friend knowing that she hadn't been there to comfort Ayano when she needed someone there for her. Mika then was confused, where the hell was Liya? Mika stumbled her way towards where Gaku and Ayano were before she sat by the couple.

"Aya...where's Li?"

"With her damn boyfriend." She said annoyed through her sniffles

"W-Wait both of us had dates today!? I...I never knew we were leaving you on your own! I...I'm sorry."

"Fuck off and leave me alone!" Ayano said as she crawled onto Gaku's lap holding onto him tightly as she placed her head against Gaku's chest

Gaku realized at that time that Ayano wasn't in the mood to conversate with her bandmates. So he held onto Ayano as he got up. "Mika, Ayano isn't in the mind state to talk to you right now. As it is I don't think you're going to remember talking with her. So it's best to talk about things tomorrow morning when she and you are in better state of mind." Gaku said before he took Ayano up to his room

Mika frowned as she saw Gaku take Ayano upstairs, Mika looked down ashamed of herself. "W-What the fuck is going on? Didn't Ayano want us to be together?"

"I believe we jumped the gun a bit with what we did." Ryu said as he sat across from her

Mika looked at him confused "What do you mean by that? How did we 'jump the gun' with going on a date?"

"You didn't ask Liya if she was busy with Nikado not to mention ask Ayano if she'd be mentally okay enough to be on her own. Sure our lives matter just as much as theirs do-but it was selfish on our part to do what we had." Ryu said in thought

Mika frowned as she looked down at her lap "I'm turning out to be just like Akira...She never cared for Aya either when she dates...I don't want to be that type of friend to Aya."

"Then you need to apologize to her tomorrow morning. I think for now you need to message Liya and talk to her about how you two have chosen to do things. As it is, Ayano probably isn't going to be waking up in a good mood tomorrow morning unless Gaku can change that." Ryu said with a frown

Mika nodded her head and grabbed her phone from her pocket before she messaged Liya. 

Mika: Liya, we fucked up! We left Aya on her own, she's currently with Gaku in the dorms for TRIGGER, but she refuses to talk to me. I get that you wanted to go on a date with Yamato, but you should have made sure that your sister was mentally okay first before doing that! Aya isn't going to be happy with either one of us come morning time. We're going to have to kiss ass just to get her to be nice to us.

Liya: ...oh shit. I completely forgot about what had happened earlier. Damn it I CAN'T MOVE. Yamato is on top of me.

Mika: Don't tell me you two did what I think you two did....

Liya: I ain't no innocent woman Mi, I lost my V card before I even got back in touch with Aya. I just ain't vocal about crap like that. My private life is just that..private. But I feel like shit now, knowing damn well that Ayano isn't going to be happy to see either one of us. We both have shit planning and are selfish.

Mika: I won't deny either one of those things, we need to make it up to her.

Liya: But how? We fucked up AGAIN.