[Book Three] Not So Brittle [IDOLiSH7 Love story]

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The rest of the evening the four of them spoke with one another before Tenn and Sarina went to bed for the night. Ayano thought about all that was talked about that night and had a feeling that Ryu wouldn't be back, nor would Yamato be in a better mood so she got up from sitting with Gaku as she let out a sigh. "I need to deal with this issue before it gets worse."

"What do you mean by that? There isn't much you can do Ayano. They were rude and inconsiderate of you and your mental state." Gaku asked confused

"I honestly don't know what I can do but I have to try something. So I'm going to talk to Yamato first, see if I can get through that dumb asses head. If I can get through to him then maybe I have a chance to deal with Liya, Ryu and Mika."

Gaku looked at her sadly "Do you want me to go with you?"

"No...I should be alright on my own. I'll let you know if I'll be coming back here or not though." She said before she kissed his cheek and left out. 

She went into her car and went to IDOLiSH7's dorm. When she got there she called Sogo hoping that he was still up. Which he did answer her which made her sigh in relief. "Hey Ayano, are you alright?" Sogo asked concerned

"Yeah...for the most part. Listen, I need your help Sogo. Mind letting me into the dorms so I can talk sense into that leader of yours please? I'm outside of the dorms right now, I want to see what I can do about making things be more understandable for him then to my idiot adoptive sister and the other two as well."

"Oh...sure thing one moment."

It wasn't long before the door was unlocked and she saw the white haired male. She patted the side of his face softly. "Thank you Sogo, hopefully I won't be long."

She then went up to where the boys slept and she found Yamato's room, she kicked the door down which scared the hell out of Yamato making him fall out of his chair and onto the floor into a pile of cans that were beside him. Ayano looked at Yamato unamused. 

"So this is what you do when you are sulking huh? You really are a shit ass friend. No wonder Ashia Rena and you don't talk anymore." Ayano said unamused

"Please don't bring her up...I still don't know how to talk to her about our past."

"I'm aware of that, now get your ass up and talk to me like a fucking adult." Ayano said seriously

Yamato let out a sigh and got up from the pile of beer cans before he looked at Ayano. "What is there to say? I was wrong to have wanted a night alone with Liya. Being with her was a bad idea."

"Tch, both of those statements are completely fucking wrong. It's not wrong to want a night to be with Liya or to be with my baby sis. Honestly I can give two fucks about the fact that you two are together or what the hell you two do.  What I do care about is those who are my friends that end up being with those close to me that are my band mates checking up on me before they make plans! You knew nothing about what had happened to me the night before and you didn't even ask Liya if there was anything going on before you chose to fuck the shit out of her last night."

"did that woman tell you that?" Yamato groaned out annoyed that Ayano knew

"No, she didn't tell me shit. But she did go into the dressing room with three different hickey marks on her. It doesn't take a genius to know that you two fucked. Which whatever-you two are grown fucking adults and can do whatever the fuck you two want. Just a little consideration about whether or not I'm in a good state of mind would be great alright? Think we can work towards that?" Ayano said with her arms crossed

Yamato averted his eyes and let out a sigh before he looked at her once more. "Yeah...I really am sorry that I didn't check in with you first. Are you alright now Ayano? It must have been really bad for you the night before."

"It was, I was on the verge of shaving my damn hair off and piercing my eyes out. But Gaku kept me from doing both, it was him and Tenn that kept me from going completely insane. It shouldn't have been those two to put my shitty ass back together when I have a damn sister that should have been there for me that promised me that she'd be better and comfort me when I needed it. I needed her that night. But she chose to get fucked by you instead of staying by my side to comfort me." Ayano said sadly

Yamato felt guilty hearing what Ayano said "Truly...I feel like utter shit knowing that. I promise from here on out that I'll do what I can to keep in contact with you when I want to do something with Liya. You will be talking with her too right?"

"Oh, I have every intention of talking with her and Mika about what the hell they did that night. Not to mention Ryu-Apparently they have a Kohai by the name of Sarina that is engaged to Kujo Tenn and she's exactly like me mentally, emotionally and diet wise. So the fact that he didn't think before he did and said what he had with Mika...well I need to get that moron to use his damn fuckin' head."

"Best of luck with that...are we going to be alright now? I don't want to lose you as a friend Ayano."

Ayano went up to him and hugged him tightly. "We're fine, I accept your apology now. Just don't be that stupid again okay?"

He hugged her back and petted the back of her head softly. "Alright, I can do that."

She then looked up at him. "You know at some point you are going to have to talk with Rena, she has the right to know what you've been keeping from her. I know she writes to you, you need to get the balls to write back to her."

"I know...I know...I...I just need time to think about what to write to her though." Yamato said with a sigh