At First..

chapter 6: obsessed

Noah's POV:

I stood at my locker speechless. Trying to find words to make her stay but yet nothing coming out.

No girl had ever talked that way to me. Got back at me for every jerky thing I did.

She was weird, she was different. And I somehow liked that about her.

She clearly wasn't going to take crap from anyone, and did what she wanted. I had seen snobby girls like that. But she was just different somehow.

The way her emerald green eyes would glare at you until you felt like nothing more than a pile of dirt. Staring right through you like if she knew all your secrets.

I guess she had that effect on people. Of course I wouldn't let her see her get the better of me, but I liked the challenge.

I almost felt attracted to see her get her back for that embarrassing moment. But yet also felt the need to see her have her scent on my nose and those green eyes looking at me.

I wanted the feeling of that challenge back again, not knowing who would leave satisfied.

I met her today but things has escalated very quickly into almost a war.

A smirk tug the corner of my lips as I think back to the interactions we had throughout the day. The way her faced turned bright red when I came back with a snarky remark she wasn't prepared for.

I wanted to make her face red all the time. The reaction was perfect, it felt like a drug. To see her flustered face I bet barely anyone saw.

I could feel the tingling in my stomach while I thought. Thinking about what my next move tomorrow could be.

I craved her attention, even if just a glance from her the almost flirtatious war was something I was looking forward to.

I shake my thoughts away as I hear the dismissed bell ring, meaning I could finally go home.

My thoughts wondered for a second, I wonder where she lives, or if she walks home or drives.

My questions were soon answered once I walk out the building to see her talking to Calob.

I don't know why but the feeling of seeing her talk to him made me mad. The way she giggle and looked at him, with no hate in her eyes, she looked carefree and..

Did I see blush?! Was she blushing?! No! That wasn't fair! I felt heat in my face seeing him wink at her before the blush in her face intensified.

They took one more glace at each other before walking together side by side, almost like if they were a couple.

Something in me snapped. I hated the view of that, it made my blood boil knowing some other guy was making her smile like that.

The smile of a goddess, a smile that could make this whole world melt if she did it enough.

And it pissed me off knowing it wasn't me making that smile on her face.

Who was this guy anyway? And why did he have a effect on her and not me?!

Just the thought of it made me more annoyed as I walked down the steps. My eyes on them intense until out of view.

I looked down at my clenching fist. I needed to calm down. It's not like I could do anything about it right now.

But that only seemed to piss me off more knowing I had no control over the situation.

But I would. I would make sure I was that person and I had her wrapped around my finger. I think while my nerves finally settle down.

I look at the sun, it didn't look like I was going to have a lot of sunlight left, so I should hurry. I think turning to the parking spot with my motorcycle just as I had left it.

I tried to get out of my own thoughts something I was bad at. As I put on my helmet, and gave myself a push before I was off.

I almost felt tempted to follow her but decided against scolding myself for being such a creep.

I ride to the bakery, to pick up some bagels for tomorrows breakfast, and some groceries on the way back home.

I always hated grocery shopping, but need food, I tried to get healthy things wanting to stay in shape with my body I knew would go away if I neglected it for one moment.

I sigh as I look in the greens section before heading over to the drinks section.

After buying some energy drinks and some meals for the next couple of days, I check out and head home.

I need to get my homework done, but never found any motivation to do it. I would probably bully some kid tomorrow to give it to me. I thought while looking at my phone.

Suddenly an idea come to mind as I reach for my phone. I had Calobs number, maybe he had May's number, just maybe then I could hear her voice again.

The soft and mellow voice she hid from everyone putting on a voice that made her seem more intimidating. But it was obvious she was faking it.

I smile a little thinking back to how hard she tries to intimidate her appearance.

Even though she was just a small girl with a squeaky voice, that got scared easily.

I wanted her to show that to me. I wanted to see that side of her she hid from everyone else.

I wanted to break her. Make her show herself to me. Than stitch her right back up making me fill the hole inside her.

I smile while closing my eyes just thinking about her. She made me feel obsessed with her. I could almost feel the pupils in my eyes take the form of a heart thinking of her.

I wanted her, I wanted her all to myself. I loved the way she hated me. I wanted her to hate me more, but love me at the same time.

I sigh deeply before stumbling on my bed too exhausted from the day to do anything else.

Ugh this girl hated me, and it drove me mad..

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Uhm... So how you guys like Noah's POV? It's definitely knew and not something I was expecting to write about either.

I wanted to give that obsessed vibe but it's feeling more yandere to me😭 so sorry- idk what y'all are into but..

I'm trying to make it more interesting now so just tell me what your guys thoughts are.

Tysm for reading though like you have no idea! ❤