Before It Was Told (OneShot; Boylove)

First to the last.

I have given everything that I could. Everything that even my body is included. Is it not enough for me to receive his attention? Am I not enough compensation for my own favor? Is it not enough making myself a stupid person to the point of dying?

I have not received any, but, guess, he wasn't meant for me. He is, in fact, into women. I'm not one, so why do I have to give everything? It should not, but needs to end.

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“You, you do know that your only job was to remove the dust, is not it?” Rein sighed. He was having that always serious expression since he saw me. I had no choice of any answer but nod.

“Then why is everything here not any dust-free? Is it that your equipment not to your quality standard?” Almost a yell to my ears, he asked. I shook my head in panic.

He was always this grumpy, like an old man, but he was never before he met his ‘Princess.’ I did not think he could change, nor do I imagine. This is his innermost madness, but towards whom? Me? I was supposed to be his ‘Prince,’ not any of the servant he so-called.

He looked so pissed, he had been sighing since he came here, and yet again, he did, but on a mad one. “Go to your restricted place, do not come out as I had told you so. Remember, once the rain starts, you will go stand in front of this mansion, not to move and not to talk.” He ordered to me, holding my neck tightly, making me nod and hold his hand for release.

He then released me, pushing me hard as to feel my head bump onto one of the benches. I moved my hand to caress my head and goes to my place, the place full of hay bales.

Once I entered the so-called warehouse, I welcomed myself by laying down the bunch of hay bales stock, and curled up.

I had never imagined, that one day, I'll have to do these things. I do not hate it, nor like it, but I just hope, even my last breath, he could call my name, one last time.

I thought these things before finally, falling asleep. I didn't realize that the rain came up, but have no strength as to my eyes felt so sore that it wants to close immediately.

Later...

“... -had I said to do the order!?!” I heard a yell from someone familiar and felt my hair being held tightly. My eyes fluttered open and looked up, just to see Rein pulling my hair with his usual anger.

I stood up, trying to remove his hands to my head, and nodded (Apologizing).

“Now go and stand to the middle, with no one helping you! You better not escape or anything, unless you want death.” He glared, still holding my hair. I catch up to him as he pulled me in the front of his mansion, and let me stood there, without any thick clothes to me.

I will never get used to his demeanor... Never...

I felt my body heating, as I thought it was my fever, but had no choice but not move an inch. Even if it's raining, I could feel something going down my nose. I tried to look at it to see if it's blood, but failed.

The next day...

⟬Rein's Point of View⟭

I woke up with a comfortable bed, pillow, and even a soft blanket. As usual, my servants served me my breakfast, bath, clothing, and everything I ever needed.