- Must be love - (Charlos)

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𝘗𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴
𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴
𝘏𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦

You Are in Love
Taylor Swift

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Carlos pov :

After a rather long shower, I came out of the bathroom I really needed to calm my thoughts and myself
But mostly I cursed myself for offering to stay here yesterday،
Being too close to him in these few days is getting scary for me

The good smell of food filled the whole house I went to the kitchen and sneaked in
He was standing by the stove and frying potatoes
He was singing under his breath, so quietly that I could barely hear him, but it was very beautiful and desirable.
I approached him and moved my hand from his back to take some of the food.
After seeing my hand, he jumped back and stuck to the cabinet

"Carlos!! ', Protested
While putting the potatoes in my mouth, I said with an oppressed expression
" Excuse me, shouldn't I have touched the food?" He widened his eyes and tried to push himself further into the cabinet to increase his distance from me
" It's not a problem, you scared me!"
I raised an eyebrow"Oh, sorry about that"
And while I was continuing, I left the kitchen
"But in this case, I would miss your singing"
I could not see him, but I could imagine his red face in there And a smile came to my lips from this imagination

After the meal,
we played game again until we both fell on the floor from exhaustion
"I admit, you have improved a lot, Carlos "
"I will beat you one day "
"I am sure that day is not far"
We were lying on the ground in silence It was not a akword silence And I could lie next to him in this silence for hours
"Maybe we should get drunk "I turned to him "what ??come on no!!"
" why not?" I playfully said
" Carlos, we have practice tomorrow"
"a little ?"
" Carlos"
" Charles"
" Carlos"
" Charles!!"
I got up looking at him
" We drink less"
He jumped up and clapped his hands happily
we drank Not so much that we lose ourselves and not so much that something was important to us
I looked at the pool from the big window
" do you want to swim?"
He raised an eyebrow" what ?"
"We have a pool here"
And I got up and went to the yard, On the way, I took off my t-shirt and threw it aside
He followed me
I threw my pants aside and dived into the water with only boxers on ,He was standing by the pool "Do you want to join me?"
"I think I will reject it "
I tilted my head a little and stared at him with papy eyes
" Don't look at me like that," he said with a laugh

He took off his hoodie and sat by the pool and put his feet in the water but did not enter
I could feel his gaze on my body
He seemed hesitant
I swam towards him and grabbed his legs and pulled him into the pool
Shocked, he pulled himself up and tried to breathe
"Carlos!! " he put his hands on my chest ,pushed me back in protest
I giggled" it's better now"
"You are a jerk in every sense, has anyone ever told you this?" He said this with a laugh
I giggled and then winked at him
" they always Telling me this, but hearing it from you is another thing!! "
He dived towards me to pull me into the water with him.
We were both pulled into the water I was trying to pull myself out of the water, but the strength of his hands seemed to be doubled
I took him and pull-out, our heads out of the water , "get of me."I said with a laugh

I turned my head towards him at the sound of his laughter

damn damn damn damn
Not again!!
Our eyes locked And our smiles are frozen
His body was clinging to my body and the skin was tense under my hands
His eyes fell from mine and rested on my lips There was not more than a few centimeters left between our lips
The trembling of my lips was evident
My mind was only thinking about one thing
-kiss him-
But before I do anything
He pulled himself back and said in a barely audible voice
"I have to go, we have practice tomorrow, right?"
And he didn't even wait for my answer and ran out of the pool I leaned against the wall of the pool in silence
I think about him and everything that happened,

What am I doing with myself?
I put my head under the water so that my thoughts might disappear

They didn't, none of them !
I was awake all night

I even watched the sunrise well from the couch، My thoughts did not leave me alone
Now I could tell all the details of his face and body His eyes, his cheeks, his sharp jawline, even his smile..
It was as if someone was listing these in my mind ,I reminded myself many times
He is just a friend, he is not yours
Is he not?
I wanted it to be
I wanted it so badly !
what am i doing? Do I have feelings for him?
Of course I have
Do I have the courage to say it?
Of course not

I put the key on the fridge with a note next to it 'I'm going for a run, you can lock the door with the key I'm not coming back, going to practice، I will see you in the afternoon "
Perhaps writing would be better than telling him directly Now I just needed to run away from him run away so I can get rid of my feelings