"Kageyama! Did you see that, did you see my awesome receive?" That agitating voice. I hate how much I love it.
"Hm? I didn't see a thing." That's a lie, he looked amazing but I could never let him know that.
My body feels like giving out but as long as Hinata can keep going, so will I. I'll never let him outshine me! I need to be better than him so he has something to admire.
"Meat buns? Your treat!" Ugh I hate his adorable smile. I hate his happy voice. I hate the feelings it makes me feel.
"Why my treat? You eat like a billion of those things!" I can't believe my voice would betray me like that. I didn't mean to snap at him, actually I wouldn't mind buying him the whole stock.
We finally finished our after practice practice and here he is, still jumping around like some sort of fool. I hate how endearing I find this ginger head idiot to be.
I hate how he convinced me to buy him five meat buns. No, I hate how willing I was to comply. Why would I do such a thing and why do I feel good about it?
"Thank you, Kageyama" His stupid smile makes me feel bubbly and I'm sick of it. I don't know what these feelings are but I'm quite sick of it. There's no reason this short thing should be making me feel so happy, so giddy.
"You better eat all of them." My voice comes off colder than I intended. I don't mean to sound harsh to him but it's the only way that I'm absolutely sure of.
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Dear Diary,
I lied to myself earlier. The more I look at him, the more I understand what this feeling is. It's adoration, attraction, it's love. I can't like him, it would be wrong of me. But what if he likes me too? What if we are meant to be together? It's fate.
How will I know if he likes me too? It's not just some simple question that I can ask. Sometimes I wish I were better with my emotions so I could know how to do this all on my own. I guess that's why I bought you, to help me express my thoughts.
Anyways, he asked me to hang out tomorrow. I wonder what he means by that. Could it be considered a date? I don't think so since I wasn't the only one invited but I can always still dream.
Sincerely,
Tobio
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