Love Me Worse 3

Better Off Without You

At my warehouse sitting at my desk I sat and talking to my Auntie and Josh

"You hit him with a CAR?!"She said shocked

"And pulled a fully loaded firearm on him"Josh said sitting back calmly in his seat

"Andrea"My Auntie said lost for words

"I know I know it was reckless and dangerous "I stated as I took a deep breath

"And You could've lost your deal with target thank god no police or cameras was involved! "Josh said staring blankly in my eyes

"I said Im sorry damn Josh"I said

"As a friend I accept your apology as a manger and business partner Im telling you to leave Devante Evans the fuck alone hes is going to make you lose it all ! Everything we worked so hard for!"Josh snapped

My eyes started watering

"And as a friend you just simply deserves better ! Look at you ! Andrea you are not the careless reckless person he makes you believe you are! You are so fucking beautiful you work your ass off you are a good person ! And a good ass mama why do you feel like you have to put up with his shit!"He said as he started getting emotional

Tearing up because I don't know why I take so much shit from Devante I just always do

My auntie put a box of Kleenex infront of me as she took some out and gave them to Josh

He took the Kleenx and walked out the room upset

"My heart feels like its gonna explode thats how bad it hurts"I burst into tears grabbing a napkin

"Why am I not enough for him"I said wiping my eyes with the napkin

"Hey you know better than that you are more than enough for any man don't you start putting your self down because of his carelessness actions"She said

But I couldn't help it Its been so many bitches so many lies even a child conceived at the expense of my heart being broken

And the part that gets me....is me feeling like I will never be enough for him it only hurts so much because hes always been more than enough for me

So I just couldn't understand it

Devante P.O.V

Its been a week we haven't talked she aint hit me up and I haven't called or text her either after all that shit that happen

Nigga everything happens for a reason maybe shit was supposed to happen like this I love Drizz I Do but shit was never perfect with us

And I liked being with Mel she takes care of me she not hitting me with cars or pulling straps out on me she likes rubbing my feet,cooking for me,being submissive she do what I tell her to do

And She listen to her nigga

Drizz don't cook don't listen she violent and selfish

Its been a whole week and I haven't talk to my kids and that shit fucking with me because I missed my kids

I know they missed me too she done blocked me from they phones and ipad just being a weird ass bitch

So I pulled up to the house today I tried using my key but of course she changed the locks petty ass bitch

I started beating on the door

I see Nyla looking at the window

"Mama my Daddy here"I heard her screaming she all excited and shit that made me smiled