Hoax | Jameson Hawthorne

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓.

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐚

ᴅɪᴇ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ʙʏ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴘᴇʟʟ ʀᴏᴀɴ

Look at your mama, now she's crying, 'cause she thinks her baby's dying. Don't put up a fight, she just wants to hold you tight. And look at your daddy, he hates lying, tried to help you, but he's sick of trying. Look at your life, he just wants to make it right and you got everything and more than enough, If you could have anything, what would you want? You say you wanna die young.

ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

Pulled the car off the road to the lookout, could've followed my fears all the way down. And maybe I don't quite know what to say but I'm here in your doorway.

ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɴᴇᴡ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʜᴏᴇʙᴇ ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇʀꜱ

How long will it be cute, all this crying in my room, when you can't blame it on my youth and roll your eyes with affection? And my cheeks are growing tired from turning red and faking smiles. Are we only biding time 'til I lose your attention?

ʙʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ʙʏ ɢʀᴀᴄɪᴇ ᴀʙʀᴀᴍꜱ

I think I'm burnin' alive, but nobody sees the fire, cause when I open my mouth I seem to be stuck in silence and I thought of leaving tonight, but I couldn't drive this tired. Plus, after all of this time, I should be a pretty crier.

ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴏʟɪᴠɪᴀ ʀᴏᴅʀɪɢᴏ

Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am, gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends. Push away all the people who know me the best but it's me who's been making the bed. I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am, every good thing has turned into something I dread and I'm playin' the victim so well in my head, but it's me who's been making the bed.

ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀʙᴀʟʟ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

I've never been a natural all I do is try, try, try.

ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʟᴛᴇʀ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

By all accounts, she almost drowned when she was six in frigid water.

ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ʙʏ ᴄᴏɴᴀɴ ɢʀᴀʏ

Aren't you way too busy taking care of everybody to take care of yourself? When the sun goes missing aren't the flowers just as pretty? Aren't the oceans just as deep? The trees as green? And as for me, I'll watch you weep.

ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜰᴜɴɴʏ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʙʏ ᴘʜᴏᴇʙᴇ ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇʀꜱ

There it is again, that funny feeling.

ᴄᴀᴍᴅᴇɴ ʙʏ ɢʀᴀᴄɪᴇ ᴀʙʀᴀᴍꜱ

I just wanted you to know I was never good at coping. I never said it, but I know that I can't picture anything past 25.

ᴡʜᴏ'ꜱ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴏꜰ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.