I think...I love you..

Chap 9- Aftercare

"Did you like that gorgeous?.."
💭WHA SORTA QUESTIONS THA
"Very much.."
I lean up to try and kiss him. He then softly pushes me down by my chest and leans down to me, so I don't have to put the effort in to kiss him, after being tired.

💭What a fucking experience...

We kiss for a little longer before we mutually decide to stop and take a break.
"Well that was eventful." I say to Morgan, looking up at him, still ontop of me.
He smirks, "Yes it was."
"Morgan.." I say half smiling. "I think we need to kind of.. talk about this..if you know what I'm trying to say"
"Hmm.. I suppose we do but can but for now I think we need to get ourselves cleaned up." He smirks. Fuckinhell I still can't get over him being ontop of me like this..
"Yeah I suppose you're right." I smirk.

He rolls off the top of me, and stands up at the side of the bed and grabs a towel. He cleans me up and then wipes himself down, but leaving his boxers on because we didn't actually do anything.. too close...
"Wanna go for a shower?" He says.
💭ERMM
"Yeah, yeah okay sure." I say.
"It's okay, we can go separately if you're more comfortable with it?.."
💭Aww that's cute of him to ask!
"Uh it's okay, we can go together if you want.."
"Yeah I'd like that y/n.."

I get off the bed and he reaches his hand out for me to hold. He walks me to the shower and as we get there, he gets in and turns the shower on. He hops out and starts to strip his boxers off. I feel some awkwardness between us but I decide to make it more normal by taking my bra off since I already have my underwear off from you know what happened. I brush my hair before getting in so it doesn't get tangled when I wash my hair.

I step in the shower and start to wet my hair. All I could feel was Morgan's eyes piercing through my back as he stares at me. I hope when he was looking at me and seen my red cheeks he was going to blame it on the heat rather then thinking I'm blushing at him.. He then steps in after 3 minutes as he was sorting himself out.
(THIS IS SO AWKWARD😭)
He steps into the shower and my eyes instantly dart to his penis. It was.. just..
"Liking the view y/n?" I look back up at him.
"Huh, what do you mean?" He smirks to himself.
"Don't worry it's fine." He looks down at himself and then walks over to me.
💭God this man knows how to make me nervous..
He raises his arm against the wall, leaning himself above me. His hair starts to get wet and holy shit he looks so fit like that..
"Making you nervous am I?" I know he can tell from the look off my face.
"Maybe.." We both smirk as leans off the wall. He then gets us both shampoo to use. I then work the shampoo in my hair, occasionally looking at Morgan clean himself up, in his own world. So hot.. He often caught me looking at him which made smirk to himself. He also often smiled back and even a wink went with it. I'd often be right next to him, washing the soap off my body, him looking me up and down, biting his lip.
It was like heaven..

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End of Chapter 9

IT WAS HOT BUT AWKWARD (MOSTLY AWKWARD)😭😭😭 THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE ENTERTAINING I THINK😭 VERY EVENTFUL😭 THANKS FOR READING!