I think...I love you..

Chap 10- True Feelings

He often caught me looking at him which made smirk to himself. He also often smiled back and even a wink went with it. I'd often be right next to him, washing the soap off my body, him looking me up and down, biting his lip.
It was like heaven..

After around 3 minutes, we both started to finish up. Morgan walked over towards my side of the shower to get something and I couldn't resist him. Out faces were close and he just looked at me, mostly down at my lips, signalling for a kiss. I just tip-toed for a kiss but instead he leant down to me. His hands were roaming up and down my back and my arms were wrapped around his upper back. He slowly pulls away, after a good 2 minutes. We just stare at eachother but he still holds me like I'm his own. Just seconds of intense eye contact with him. I was honestly living the dream.

"Wanna get out now?" He suggests.
"No.. not just yet.." I lean up to kiss him, more pationately then last time. God his lips were so soft and he was so good at kissing too. After some more time of kissing, I slowly pull away.
"Now?.." He smirks at my words.
"Yeah cmon then y/n."

We get out and dry ourselves. I comb my wet hair and dry it, with a towel wrapped around me. All I can see is Morgan taking quick glances at me, at the corner of my eye. When my hair is fully dry, I put the hairdryer back in the drawer.
"Uh Morgan?"
"Yeah?"
"Could I borrow some joggers and a hoodie..."
"Oh come on y/n, this will be your fifth pair that you've borrowed and it probably not return to me." He whined.
"Aw pleeaassee." I pout my lip jokingly.
"Ohrr fine thenn." He says not sounding too happy.
"Thank youuu." I say in an annoying tone to wind him up on purpose jokingly.
"Oh shut up y/n." He laughs from the other room.
Morgan passes me the clothes.
"Now get changed before I take em off ya." He says jokingly.
"Okay," I chuckle, "thank you."
"No problem sweetheart, I'll be in my room."
"Okay I'll be 5."

After 5 minutes of getting changed, I go back to Morgan's room and sit next to him on his bed.
"Time for that chat?.." I suggest to him.
He looks at me. "Yeah.."
"Let me start." He says.
"Okay go on.."

"Y/n.. there is no denial in us both having feelings for eachother. I mean, you're a fucking gorgeous lady and you have a belting personality, you're the funniest person I know! You've been with me through it all y/n, we've known eachother since we were babies. And obviously in the last few months have been getting to us with how we feel for eachother. But if we take our relationship further, I'm worried there'd be less room for more best friend kind of things, I don't know how to put it but like we'd become more coupley. Id like that, don't get me wrong but I do really like the best friend side of our relationship. I know we've had very close, intimate times together like before our shower.. but I love the closeness we have.."

"Morgan I absolutely get what you mean and I feel the exact same way but at the same time, I don't want to miss the opportunity of getting with someone i feel for, like you.. But the friendship we have, besides all the coupley side of things, is like no other!
I mean, who else in my life have i told literally all my problems, all my thoughts and feelings. I suppose you could do that in a couple relationship too but it won't feel the same. It's just confusing at the minute. But if we do get together, and potentially break up after a certain amount of time, that'll ruin our friendship a bit and I'm worried that'll happen with us."

Morgan nods along to what I say, as he agrees. The conversation is deep as we continue to tell eachother how we feel. I cant deny, when he called me a 'fuckin gorgeous lady' I feel straight up butterflies.

Me and Morgan continue the chat about how we feel for eachother. Our feelings get less and less complicated the more we talk however still complicated...

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End of Chapter 10

Soooooo they've both discussed their feelings but what is to come next? How do they move on?

THAT WAS AN INTENSE ONE TBF!
IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPLOADING WHEN I SAID OR SOONER BUT ILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP UP BECAUSE I WANT TO FINISH THIS STORY RIGHT AND EARLIER. MAYBE A SECOND BOOK???