what I want

When I sway my hips to the loud music
The sweat dripping down my back
I look into every random people around
Lost in the same trance
I yearn to feel what they feel
I Wonder, is this what I want.

When I look up the mountain ahead
Bent over holding the staff
Squinting at the merciless sun
Thinking of all the other things I could have done
I gulp the water and pant
I wonder, is this what I want.

When I move around aisle to aisle
Taking in all the colors that u can find
Some smooth and some savage
When my brain clogs with all the choices
Suffocating from the sensory overload
I wonder, is this what I want.

When my eyes don't reach the horizon
And the salty breeze warms my face
My legs feel the cool water and sand covers my feet
My eyes close and hear the waves
I feel peace warming my heart
Yes, this is what I want.