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Stage Fright (💜 cɟ ҳ ɾҽaɖҽɾ) 💔

Oneshot requested by:
ZinaishaRaziiiMeTwo1

You didn't say your plot, but that's okay because I came up with one a bit

Anyway, let's begin..

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Today was another day for another On Command concert, but this was supposed to be the biggest concert of the whole year, biggest one for every band in the town.
At the park where the festival was taking place at, you and CJ were unloading the van, getting the steroes, instruments and anything else out.
While unloading, you looked over to where CJ walked to and you just saw him standing there, looking at the stage

(Huh? What's up with him?)
You say in your mind. CJ doesn't ever do this before concerts, so why now is he just standing and staring?
You kinda hesitate on going over to him because you didn't want it to seem like you were too worried about him, but you just shrugged those feelings off and approached him. When you walked over to him, you saw that he just had a blank look on his face as he just continued to stare. CJ didn't even realize you were standing next to him.

"Uh, CJ?"
You say to him
"What?"
CJ then snaps back into reality and looks at you with widened eyes
"Are you okay? You're never like this before concerts, what gives?"
CJ nodded before looking back at the stage, looking at the lead singer to another band that was currently playing.
You didn't really take it personally, so you decided to go back and help unload some stuff, then hearing CJ speak as you were walking away.

"Everything's good. I just can't wait to perform. Being the one singing...in front of you guys...in front of all those people...during the biggest concert of the year..."
CJ then says, but has his sentence die down a bit as his voice got quieter and more breaking. You stopped walking the second you heard him, realizing that his voice was changing tone. You walked back over to him, only to see him standing there like before, but with his hands close to his face and then he was also hyperventilating.

"CJ?"
This was weird to see. CJ is usually all happy and goofy, he's never like this so, why all of a sudden is he acting like this?
"Hey, hey. CJ what's wrong?"
You say to him, but he didn't respond to you. He still stood there.
CJ then fell on his knees as he continued hyperventilating but, put his hand over his mouth. At this point, it was obvious that he was trying to hold back tears

You got down on your knees too so, now you and CJ were sitting on the level.
"CJ, talk to me. What's going on?"
You thought it was weird seeing CJ act like this. It was weird and unlike of him to be acting like this before a concert. Even every time you ask him what's wrong, he wouldn't respond.

You love CJ with all your heart, so it was pretty weird and scary to see him act like this. He was doing something that you or anyone has never seen him do.
His breaths were getting heavier as tears were forming in his eyes. He began sweating a little bit as you still wondered and tried getting him to respond to your questions

As you tried getting him to respond and helped him with what was happening, something came to your head and you thought that this was wrong with him
(Is it...stage fright? Is he scared to go on?)
CJ still sat and breathed like a maniac, but then you heard him start calming down a little bit. You heard him calming down which made your worries for him go down a little bit.

CJ began managing his breaths again and lowered his hands to the ground, realizing that one hand was touching yours.
"Are you okay?"
You ask him. Now that he was calmed down, he might answer you now.
"Yeah..."
He responded, sounding not sure of himself though

"Look, Y/N. I don't know...I think I'm just...nervous about tonight."
CJ finally spoke out about what was wrong with him. It was actually what you thought it was, he was nervous
"But you aren't ever like this. Is there a reason why you're like this now?"

You ask him. You wanted to hear a little more answers about this. CJ never got nervous, he was usually so excited to go on stage, but not this time.
"I don't know. I guess it's because this is the biggest show of the year and so many people will be watching."
So you were right. CJ was nervous about going on stage today, just as you thought.
You thought it was okay that CJ was like this right now. This is a huge concert, it's normal to feel nervous about these things.

"CJ, it's okay. It's normal to feel this way before big gigs, don't worry.."
You reassure CJ. You stood up as you lended your hand out for CJ, hoping he'd take your hand and get back on his feet.
CJ just looked at you, with a nervous expression on his face, still.
"Am I still gonna do good in this concert though?"
CJ asked you. You didn't know the answer to this question, so you decided to give him the best answer you thought of

"I don't know. We can only find out if we get through this concert."
CJ then grabbed your hand to lift himself off the ground, sighing in the process
"You sure I can do this?"
"I think you can. Don't let fear stop you"
CJ sighed before giving you a hug, feeling comforted, thanks to you.
"Thanks Y/N"
He told you, then he let go of you to go grab his microphone.

"Alright...let's do this."
You hear him say. You look at him, being surprised for a little bit, but then you feel a tint happiness for your boyfriend. CJ felt a little better about this and felt like he really wanted to give it a shot going on stage...

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It is done now. It probably wasn't what you were expecting, but I tried. This was pretty much the best plot I could come up with for an angst, On Command story.

Well, that's it. Byee! ☘