Kiss Me, Kill Me

CHAPTER 4

….Beep- Beep- Beep- 

There was a sound rhythmically coming from a distance. And somewhere there was a sound of air pumping.

No….. It sounds like it’s coming from very close distance….

Jeff couldn’t move and was thinking what these sounds were while he was half asleep.

I think I heard this somewhere, but I can’t remember. No, I can’t think because my brain is echoing.

It sounded similar to the heart monitor and respirator in hospitals, but there is no way. Because I’m definitely dead.  

I didn’t think I would miraculously survive and came to the hospital at all.

It was my back of my head where I got shot. I could tell that my left part of forehead flew away even though I didn’t see it.

Of course the world is big, so there are probably some people survive the gun shot from their head, but he wasn’t that people.

The one who shot him was Pavel in the middle of the enemy’s territory. It’s hard to survive even if you get shot in the hospital, but the place where he got shot was middle of the desert in the bunker. 120 km (74.6 miles) away from any hospital.

And there was one fake doctor who fainted. It was obvious for Jeff to die. It’s an obvious thing but…..  

Between the sounds of the machine, there were voices. 'I don’t think it’s only one person.'  

“-------“ 

“…….so embarrassing, seriously… I can even show my face.” 

There was an annoyed voice close by. It sounded like disturbed radio frequency.  

“Did you guys see the newspaper yesterday? The media was talking bad things how Thailand’s worst scapegrace flirted to Thailand’s sanctuary. They said he doesn’t know his place.”

“It is true. This guys is a dirty rag and obsolete.”

After hearing their sharp tongues, a woman laughed. There was a sound of someone sitting on a chair.  

“And suicide? Does he actually think somebody’s gonna sympathize him?”

“What are you talking about? He’s so stupid that he can’t even kill himself well. Don’t you see he’s still breathing?”

"It’s probably because he was too high not a suicide. A heart attack isn’t even a suicide", said the woman thinking he was pathetic.  

“Pom was always like this. Singing like he’s screaming and whenever he goes out on a talk show, he always shuts his mouth, and when it opens, he always says something stupid. –And all he did was acting, but he can’t even act. And because he’s so stupid, he can’t even memorize the lines…. Only thing good about him was his face, but now because of drugs, he looks normal now he’s just a common junkie. But he was doing well making troubles like any other stars. So here I thought he was gonna leave all of his fortune and die from a heart attack…”

“Ahh.”

“I know.”  

Everyone agreed after hearing this woman’s honest words.

For a while people were sighing and didn’t talk.

Everyone was looking at each other, and one guy started to talk.  

“–Pon won't wake up right?”  

Everyone got mad at him.  

“No way! Dr. Kenta already said it’s a miracle that he’s alive right now. If the heart stops for five minutes, the brain stops functioning. This guy is very very stubborn.”