The tension in Jiyeon and Hyunjung's apartment was palpable. Their once cozy home, filled with laughter and affection, had become a battleground. Tonight, the air was thick with resentment and unspoken words, and it was only a matter of time before the inevitable explosion.
Jiyeon stood in the kitchen, aggressively scrubbing dishes that didn't really need cleaning. Hyunjung sat on the couch, scrolling through her phone, her jaw clenched. They had been avoiding each other all day, but the silence was deafening.
Finally, Jiyeon slammed a plate down on the counter, the sound shattering the uneasy peace. "Are you going to sit there all night?" she snapped, glaring at Hyunjung.
Hyunjung looked up, her eyes cold. "What's your problem now? You've been in a mood all day."
"My problem?" Jiyeon's voice rose, her anger bubbling to the surface. "My problem is that you're always on your phone, ignoring me. We barely talk anymore."
Hyunjung rolled her eyes, standing up to face Jiyeon. "Oh, here we go again. You're always so needy. I need some space, Jiyeon! I can't breathe with you constantly demanding my attention."
Jiyeon's eyes flashed with hurt and anger. "Needy? Needing your partner to actually spend time with you isn't being needy! You're always so distant, so cold. It's like you don't even care about us anymore."
Hyunjung scoffed. "Maybe if you weren't so suffocating, I wouldn't feel the need to distance myself. You're always accusing me of things, always paranoid."
"Paranoid? You're the one who flirts with everyone. Do you think I don't notice the way you look at other people? The late-night texts?" Jiyeon's voice broke.
"Oh, so now I'm cheating? You're insane, Jiyeon. You always jump to the worst conclusions." Hyunjung's face twisted in anger.
Jiyeon stepped closer, her hands trembling. "Why don't you prove me wrong then? Show me that you still care about this relationship, about me. Or is it just easier to make me the bad guy?"
Hyunjung threw her hands up in frustration.
"You're impossible! No matter what I do, it's never enough for you. I'm tired of this constant drama."
"Maybe we're just not meant to be." Hyunjung continued.
Jiyeon's heart shattered at those words, but her anger flared up even more. "You're right. Maybe we're not. We can't keep doing this to each other. It's killing me."
Hyunjung's eyes softened for a brief moment. "It's killing me too, we can't keep living like this."
"So what do we do? Keep tearing each other apart until there's nothing left?" Jiyeon's tears spilled over, and she wiped them away angrily.
"Maybe. Or maybe we should just end this now before we destroy each other completely." Hyunjung's jaw tightened.
Jiyeon felt a pang of fear at the thought of ending it.
"You don't mean that. We've been through too much together to just give up."
"Then what do you suggest, Jiyeon? We're stuck in this toxic cycle, and I don't see a way out."
Jiyeon stepped closer.
"I don't know. But I can't lose you. I love you, even when I hate you." Her voice dropping to a pleading whisper.
"Love isn't enough, Jiyeon. We need more than that, and right now, I don't see us finding it."
"So you're just going to walk away? Is that it?" Jiyeon's anger flared again.
Hyunjung's voice was cold. "Maybe I should. Maybe that's the best thing for both of us."
Jiyeon's heart clenched with a mixture of anger and fear. "Fine. Go then. Leave. But don't come back when you realize you can't live without me."
Hyunjung's eyes flashed with hurt, but she turned and walked toward the door. "Maybe I won't come back. Maybe I'll finally find some peace."
The door slammed shut, leaving Jiyeon standing alone in the kitchen, her heart heavy with anger, hurt, and confusion. She wanted to scream, to throw something, to make the pain go away. But all she could do was sink to the floor, sobbing.
Minutes passed in silence, the tension in the apartment still thick. Hyunjung, leaning against the door outside, felt her anger simmering down, replaced by a different kind of heat. The thought of Jiyeon crying inside tore at her, and before she could stop herself, she burst back through the door.
Jiyeon looked up, eyes red and swollen. "What are you doing here?" she demanded, voice shaky.
Hyunjung crossed the room in a few quick strides, her eyes dark with a mixture of anger and desire. "I can't stand this anymore, Jiyeon. I hate this, but I can't leave you."
Before Jiyeon could respond, Hyunjung's lips crashed against hers, the kiss fueled by frustration and longing. Jiyeon's shock melted into passion, her hands gripping Hyunjung's shirt, pulling her closer. The intensity of their kiss mirrored the intensity of their fight, both desperate to feel something other than pain.
Hyunjung's hands roamed Jiyeon's body, the heat between them escalating. Jiyeon responded with equal fervor, their kisses growing more urgent, more demanding. They stumbled back toward the kitchen, their need for each other overpowering any rational thought.
With a sudden burst of energy, Hyunjung lifted Jiyeon onto the kitchen counter, their lips never breaking contact. Jiyeon's legs wrapped around Hyunjung's waist, pulling her closer. The cool surface of the counter contrasted sharply with the heat of their bodies, heightening their senses.
Clothes were discarded carelessly, their bodies pressing together with a hunger that bordered on desperation. Hyunjung's lips moved from Jiyeon's mouth to her neck, leaving a trail of fiery kisses that made Jiyeon gasp.
"Hyunjung," Jiyeon breathed, her voice a mix of anger and desire. "We're so messed up."
"I know," Hyunjung whispered against her skin, her hands exploring every inch of Jiyeon's body. "But I can't help it. I need you."
Their movements were frantic, each trying to prove something to the other and to themselves. The anger and hurt from their fight fueled their passion, creating a heady mix of emotions that left them both breathless.
Jiyeon's nails dug into Hyunjung's back, her body arching in response to Hyunjung's touch. "I hate you sometimes," she confessed, her voice breaking.
Hyunjung's lips found Jiyeon's again, silencing her with a kiss that spoke of all the things they couldn't say. "I know," she murmured against her lips. "Me too."
They moved together with a rhythm born of familiarity and need, their bodies fitting together perfectly. The intensity of their connection, both physical and emotional, reached a fever pitch, leaving them both gasping for breath.
When they finally pulled away, their foreheads resting against each other, their breaths heavy.
"What are we doing, Hyunjung?" Jiyeon asked with shaky voice.
Hyunjung sighed, pulling Jiyeon closer. "I don't know. But I do know that I can't let you go."
Jiyeon nodded, her head resting on Hyunjung's chest. "I can't let you go either."
And so, they stayed locked in their toxic cycle, their love and hate intertwined, unable to break free but unwilling to let go. They were bound by unbreakable chains, trapped in a relationship that was both their salvation and their destruction.
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[2024] SeolBo - Compilation of Short Stories
FanfictionThis is only a compilation of short stories for Seola x Bona. Each story is not related to each other. Just for a fun read, do not take anything seriously.