Saved by JK but Ended Up With...

Chapter Nine

Ava POV

My sleep is bring disturbed by a sudden bright light in my room, I don't want to wake up so I turn to the other side.

I still didn't get any more sleep, I tried ignoring the noise around my room but still the person keeps disturbing me. He sat onbthr bed and that annoyed me more.

I couldn't take it anymore so I used my leg to kick the person on his face, I smiled with satisfaction when I heard the person groan in pain.

I repaired my sleeping position and covered myself more with my duvet, I got annoyed again when the person kept rocking me to wake up, harshly.

I quickly panicked cause the only person that rocks me so roughly to wake up was my dad.

I quickly jumped myself off the bed, hoping that it's not him, when I looked at the person standing infront of me, I was relieved but at the same time things came back to me all too quickly.

I stood looking at the person infront of me in the eyes, when suddenly he started walking towards me.

I was scared, alot of emotions in my head, I couldn't put them all in one place, I didn't know what to do or how to react all I could see was my dad.

I screamed as loud as I can, hoping that he would not come closer or someone will come and help me.

He stopped for a moment holding his hands to his ears, he then said something and continued walking up to me, all I could do was back away. My body shaking, scared of what will happen next.

I couldn't take the fear anymore, at this moment it felt like everything was quiet, I couldn't even hear my own footstep, my hearing only came back when I mistakenly fall down a vase and followed it in its step.

I panicked looking up at the man, I tried to stand back up but the pieces of glasses shattered on the floor dig into my palm.

I couldn't hold it in more, I let out a short scream from the pain, and looked at my hands at the sight of blood I break down and started crying.

All I could see was my mother's body, my father's bloody hands, the knife my dad used to kill her, the blood on his tongue when he licked the knife, the stain I saw on the bed the first time he raped me, the wounds he gave me anytime I disobeyed him.

Everything came back to me, I wanted it to all stop, but it didn't, my breath start to fail I start to blank out I could feel people shaking me, I could hear faint sounds probably Jungkook and his mother trying to wake me.

I was slowly loosing my life, I couldn't bring myself to breathing even if it hurts so much, it hurts my chest but all I want is to just leave this forsaken world.

Then suddenly everything went blank, I didn't know if I was dead or alive but for sure I didn't faint or fall asleep.

I turned around left to right, up and down but all I could see was bitch black, I tried calling out for help but nothing, "so this is how heaven is, or maybe I ended up in hell" I thought.

All of a sudden I see myself from a distance I walk closer to me but was shocked to see me holding my almost dead mother, she repeated those words that she told me, "Ava find a way to run, you must run!", and then she died her lifeless body lying before me again.

I came back to reality and started breathing heavily, the more I breath in, the more pain I feel, but at the same time I feel so relieved.

My mum took her life for me, I can't just waste it like this, when I got stronger I lift myself from the floor stopping anyone from touching me.

I sat down on the bed looking all exhausted, I pointed at a glass of water on the other side of the bed, I soon had it in my hands and finished it in one gulp.

I take in slow breath, in and out, hoping the pain in my chest will stop but still it keeps hurting, it felt like my soul was hurt from being half way thrusted out of my body.

Jungkook was sitting beside me, I don't know what happened to me, maybe because I already realised that he was the only one that can stop all this happening to me, so I hugged him. I hugged him really tight to me, I cried all I wanted in his arms, he held me back and I hugged him more.

His mum left us alone in the room, we stayed like that for a few minute until, I pulled away from him.

I got shocked when he pulled me back breaking all space between out lips, I didn't do anything, I just stood there like a kiss doll.

He continued to explore my lips but when he asked permission into my mouth, I stopped him pushing him hard from me. I pushed my self away from him hiding away my lips.

He knew I didn't kiss him back and I think he knows why, but I still don't get why he did that but all I knew was that I didn't want to be in that toom at the moment.

I stood up to leave but he held at my wrist, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to" he said feeling all guilty, I just nod and walk my way to  the bathroom, I take off all my clothes and entered into the shower.

I turned it on to a hot temperature, I sat down on the cold but now warm tiles, I curled myself up, not feeling sad, but just washing away all the bad things that has happened to me, from now on I'm a changed girl, I'll be a confident one.

But I'll take it slow, I won't stress it, I will come out of my shadow and shine brighter than the sun, for my mum, only for her, so she can be proud of me.

I stood up from the tiles and took my bath, after about 30 minutes I was out, I opened the door gently hoping that Jungkook was still not there.

I sighed when I noticed that he was gone, I don't think things will ever be the same with us again, I feel kinda mad at myself for not stopping him, I should have and even gave him a beating but I let him like a fool. A 바 보

I stepped out of the bathroom walking straight to my vanity where everything I need is already there.

I sat down looking at all the lotions and body creams, I picked one with the chocolate scent because I love chocolates.

Sorry for the short chapter, so please don't be angry

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