𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋, 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑡𝑟𝑦

𝐱𝐱𝐢𝐱. 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔

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27. july
nightly crying
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it is so silly
here I am
crying again
and don't
even know
why

maybe my whole
existence is just
to painful
maybe my soul
just can't bear
it anymore

so weak
crying without
a reason
so pathetic

and I'm stifling
my sobs
can't stand this
painful sounds
even if I just
want to scream

hear me
hear my pain
even when you don't
acknowledge it

I want you to know
that it is indeed there
even when you ignore it
because it is there
even when I want to ignore it

maybe it
will always
be there
a reminder
that I care

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